Nearly died...

hais... for those who got my sms ytd....
i was siao... haha! my heart prob came back again... at night...
more painful than last time... dunno why...
hais... like going to die like tat lah... last time when have wun have energy wan..
but ytd have a lot... only tat i am dizzy....
hais... i only thought about her ytd lah...
hais... traris still tot i in hos... stupid sia him...
i didnt wan to come to sch today wan... but my mum still woke me up...
must as well die... and end it this way...

ok... today... nvr much to write oso... only tat traris got a new watch...
haha... got stay back by mdm chan bcuz of wb...
me, zhilin n traris gonna study hard liao... dun slack....
maybe next year i could be in e same class as her...
haha... i really wish to see YOU everyday ok?
haha... today why u late sia... i tot u nvr come sch...
ok lah bye~!

Letting u go like balloons...

So...ppl... the game has ended...
today is the last time....
everything has ended.... just dun mention her name in front of me...
thanks.... i am trying to remove these pains... thru one way or another...
dun care about me ppl... i dun nid u guys to help....
for those ppl out there scolding me... she is taken by someone else...
not me... by a guy... who i tink i can trust in giving her happiness....

Butt hurts...

Heloos!
ya... my butt hurts...
mrs yeow took 1hr toking about sec2 streaming stuff...
my butt is like BURNING lah...
hais...today.. i tried not foloing her back lah...
but then... my mind is like weird weird wan lor..
hais... keep tinking about where she go...
got go home anot... and ALL ABOUT HER lah...
hais... ok... she dun wan me to folo her back...
HOW?! got alot ppl call me to give up on her liao...
wad shld i do? give up? continue?
i rlly dun wan to give up... becuz... i had DONE alot of
these kind of GIVING UP stuff... so i rlly wish to move her heart in one way or another...
or maybe i just dun suit her tat all.... dun match her... too bad... so sad....
hais... duunno if shlf continue anot... she sure say dun wan...
and now got these DAMN tok... she sure care even more about her studies liao...
even harder to jio her liao... HAIS! SOMEBODY!! TELL ME WAD TO DO!!!

The English Oral...

Hellos...
a double feeling today again...
quite shock when i forgot tat today ther is oral..
sms my sis to call mum to tell her... sis damn angry...
sry... ok... then happy becuz got "porn" during oral...
when waiting, jw did his CLASSIC... with john.
so.. traris video it with his fone...
haha! oh ya... tok about fones... singshi and venetia lost their fone...
i mean foneSSS... ok... did get to find them...
then erm... after oral...
did my "routine" again.... getting tired of HER
avoiding me... getting tired... really tired...
maybe i just dun folo her tat much...
oh ok lah.... i am really useless lah... just like wad angelia scolded me today
cant even do something to make a girl like me...
or maybe i am too straight forward????
aiya...she DUN EVEN LIKE me... DUN EVEN LIKE... not a BIT
so... i dun wan to jio anyone yet lah
just QUIETLY wait for her... she will noe how i feel about her one day...
1st time sia... tat i really really really really really really really really really like a girl...
is really REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY like her lah...
hais... maybe... fate lah... FATE SUCKS!

Happy Birthday Xinying!

lols... smth tat i owe xy...
xy ar?
fourteen starting from NOW...
not really tall/short/fat/thin/pretty/ugly
just a OK-ok kind of person.
can be quite noisy too...
ermm... npcc too...
ALMOST get kick out of goh contingent...
ermm... wanted to join sports school...
ermmm nth liao lah...
just a friend to me... ha!
enough liao.

Khalil Fong... and HER...

hello! me going to tok cock again today...
haha... ok lah... this video rocks... i mean i like this video...
haha... ok lah... enjoy!



ok lah... i will wait for HER as long as i can...
haha... she will accept me one day... i believe...
ok...did all my hwk today liao... so ermm...
ya...nth much about today...
went out ytd with a few IWAs...
ok lah... my life is boring... haha!
bye!

The Missionally Day...

Hellos...
ppl tink i siao sia right?
today got alot of stories to share...haha
ok lah... start with after sch...
haha...after sch...went to wait for her at her class...
good thing is tat she got extra lessons...
extended wan... i went to 2e4 classroom lah...
saw felicia, kristina, waihian, benjamin, gabriel there...
then mr sim oso ther... sian sia...me playing only...then he go take my things..
sucks sia... haha... then all mr sim's class students kena review 12...
all lah... yillis, and alot more lah... haha..
then later the sec1 nid the place for oral...so mr sim say dun nid do liao...haha
then i cannot find her liao.. going to reach 3 at tat time..
i sms/call felicia...she say they at com lab...do home econs...
then i go eat...eat liao go back school... still havent finish..
then i wait lor...with gab and ben...
ok...then after tat i owe felicia and waihian...becuz mission B nvr complete...
haha.. so treat them mac.... felicia wan only... waihian dun wan...
ok after that daily stuff again.... walk her home... saw TWO of her friends...
then still nvr fnish mission B lah... then erm... after tat... she nid to do her stuff
then i went to take bus home lor...
feeling happy..becuz tmr she MAYBE can go watch movie... haha!!
lols....ok lah... PPL TAG LEH!! dun see my post then dun tag...

Happy but sad day...

ok...all my posts have "day" inside...
ok lah... i dun wan to say much lah...
i just wan to say tat...
PLEASE STOP AVOIDING ME!!!
i just wan to walk u home...it is just tat simple...
u can dun like me...but i like u...
if u seriously wan me to give up...
tell me... STRAIGHT to the point...then slap me if u wan
just do it... if all i did, u have no feelings, just slap...
i dun care... becuz u are my everything,
if u are gone... why do i care so much?

My weirdest day....

hellos...
ppl...i dunno to feel happy, angry or sad now...
haha! maybe i stay cheerful....EWK!
haha...today...pon magic dick again...
went to play soccer and basketball with zhilin, zawoo, aaron, traris...
then....took bus with zhilin to go find her....
anna called me...told me tat she came to our class during magic dick lesson
ok...then we say zhi yi and yuan2 at the crossing near westmall...
then went to the busstop near sch...saw weiting, venetia, caleb, alpin, eugin....
thn...got alot of coming and going lah...i dun wan say wad happen...
ok...then i send her back...somehow....
she wanted me to go home 1st...then i wan her go home 1st...haha!!!
ok...then...she went home and i went back..
i like it this way lor...can send her home...then no one disturb...haha!!!
ok lah...i am OK ppl...
dun worry...be happy!!!
BYE!

The short but long day...

Hellos ppl...
haiiz...today...sch release earlier due to the O lvl thingy...
shihui came back today...i thought her maths...ex 9...
and eunice helped too..
after sch...wanted to go and find mrs chew for the police trip...
cant find her...found ms wang....
give her the form...and went off...
i wanted to folo HER, as in sending her home...but then...
she is going to one of her friends hse to play audition...
(which is a game i dunno/ dun wan to play)
maybe...we r different...haiiz...came back home after seeing her went on the bus...
decide to send her back home later..when she have play finish her game...
a few hours passed...ask a few of her friends when she going back home...
they say it shld be her daily "4pm" stuff...
i wanted to go and wait for her below her blk...but then...
i called one of her friends, she said tat all the others went home...
including her...so i called her hse fone...(becuz she no hp)
she pick up...and i hang down...i went to on my PC....notice her online...
wanted to tell her to go down...chat with me...but then she cant..
so...i ask if she can stay downstairs longer...she disagree....
i really felt gaps...between me and her...
like wad i tot about it last night...i had let girls leave me...all diff reasons...
i dun wan her to leave me....u can say tat i am selfish, jealous...wadever u wan to say...
i really really like her...seen the day i like her...i noe...it is a road with no ending...
i just wan an ans from u...a YES....maybe...i am forcing...selfish...
i cant just let fate go its own way...i have my own happiness in my hands...
and hers in her hands...she can decide me...or kick me to one side...
but i wun give up...even if it takes years for a YES...................................

The LONG day....

HELLO!...
i very tired now...
just went out with hazwan, le yong, yasier and alot more...
wa...tired sia...at first...i tink they wan go watch movie...but then in the end...we go orchard walk walk walk...walk here and there....
got this 4 years old kid...drummer...
pro sia...haiiz...i SURE cannot do as good...haha!
ok...then next, go went to long john....
le yong go pour ice cubes from our cokes to his bottle..haha!! so funny lah...
okok...nice looking wad...haha ok lah...then...faster tat dunno wad they all wan to do lor...slowly it is evening...then we go see fireworke becuz got NDP 07 rehes...
got a short bit of it...just abit of the fireworks...thn...after tat go eat...Q got 15- 20 mins...
then later got an offer...haha then we went to sit down at the marina bay(shld be)....
then look look...walk walk...then ermm...tired liao....go home...take bus...bus 106...
then later took about 1hr....to reach bb int...11pm liao..haiiz...
take bus back home...then now using pc....12:30 liao...
haiiz...zawoo dunno wan go watch harry anot...i wan her to go!!!
haha!! ok ppl i go get ready for bed...haiiz...got a "pimple scar" on my nose...SUCKS lah...
i tink it wun be gone lor...make me EVEN uglier...
haiiz.. kk la...bye!













4 years old drummer playing his best song...












Leyong's "ice" bottle

















The Last Few Fireworks...














A peaceful city..