Hellos ppl...
haiiz...today...sch release earlier due to the O lvl thingy...
shihui came back today...i thought her maths...ex 9...
and eunice helped too..
after sch...wanted to go and find mrs chew for the police trip...
cant find her...found ms wang....
give her the form...and went off...
i wanted to folo HER, as in sending her home...but then...
she is going to one of her friends hse to play audition...
(which is a game i dunno/ dun wan to play)
maybe...we r different...haiiz...came back home after seeing her went on the bus...
decide to send her back home later..when she have play finish her game...
a few hours passed...ask a few of her friends when she going back home...
they say it shld be her daily "4pm" stuff...
i wanted to go and wait for her below her blk...but then...
i called one of her friends, she said tat all the others went home...
including her...so i called her hse fone...(becuz she no hp)
she pick up...and i hang down...i went to on my PC....notice her online...
wanted to tell her to go down...chat with me...but then she cant..
so...i ask if she can stay downstairs longer...she disagree....
i really felt gaps...between me and her...
like wad i tot about it last night...i had let girls leave me...all diff reasons...
i dun wan her to leave me....u can say tat i am selfish, jealous...wadever u wan to say...
i really really like her...seen the day i like her...i noe...it is a road with no ending...
i just wan an ans from u...a YES....maybe...i am forcing...selfish...
i cant just let fate go its own way...i have my own happiness in my hands...
and hers in her hands...she can decide me...or kick me to one side...
but i wun give up...even if it takes years for a YES...................................
