I feel damn useless today..
she going back and i didnt even get to see her.
she told me that we can meet on thurs..
then she cancel it because she says she want to pack and study..
i agreed.
she say today meet.. i agree.
the last min she tells me she doing last minute packing..
i waited downstairs.. waiting for her to reply my sms..
hours under the sun, she dont know..
i feel so useless.. no one knows..
just one minute will do.. she didnt give me..
i really dont know whats wrong with me..
i just know that sometimes i really need her.
but she is always never around when the time comes..
she got her reasons, excuses..
going to be two weeks that i never see her..
i really start to miss her alot..
i just want to see her before she goes..
am i asking too much???
can anyone tell me, what did i do wrong..
a guy just wanting to see her girl more..
be with her more..
IS THAT REALLY TOO MUCH?
i really want to know why is it like that.. .. .. ..
am i seriously asking too much from her.
