guess you all know that I worked in CCK McCAFE already right? Thanks to those who came by to see me or something, really glad to see you guys around. This is what I find "passable" after so much practising during free time at work with "wasted milk".
Today (11/09), isn't a very good day for me. At the start was okay, working normally and stuff. Later part of the day, things dont go so well. Out of not much reason, I feel really dizzy and tired, felt like vomiting. I felt really really tired, it's not my "heart attack" or something, I'm just VERY tired. Reactions starts to be quite slow. Maybe it's because I'm not used to work 8 hours straight for two days, my body is tired I guess. Having my fellow Beanies to work with me is fun, sometimes we joke and laugh. Today is a little different.
After that really tired experience, my movement became slower, so I went to do most of the washing. (Also due to midnight soon.) My senior, Dandan, is a really hardworking Beanie, who worked in Mainstore previously. I really admire her "hardworkingness". I really wish to learn more from her, but she isn't someone who like to talk, so I'm quite quiet everytime I work with her. She is someone really fast and quick, as she worked there for about one year already. Not that I want to mention it, I'm still new. And I got some sort of a saying from our Crew Leader because instead of taking order, I did washing. Like I said, I'm still quite a new Beanie and my fellow senior Beanies are way faster than me. I do not want to stress her out with so many orders. Furthermore, sometimes I ask her if she needs help, she just keep quiet and finish her work. She might be closer to the counter than I am sometimes, so I will just call her name and tell her that there are people waiting for us to take their orders. Was I wrong to do that?
I see Clean&Sanitary very seriously, Image is the thing that I always observe when I work. Who will want to visit a place which has dirty tables and unwashed stuff stuck at the sink? I bet you won't. Sometimes, orders just "disappear" from the KVS and I have no clue what to do, they are quick and fast, I'm not, at least for now. I really wish to learn hot drinks too, but just doesn't want to "screw" people's drinks. That's why I practise with "wasted milk". Seriously, was I wrong to do all these? I just don't get it, why must be labelled "Lazy" for all that I've done? I'm not trying to get credits for what I've done, but, am I wrong? McDonald's is a FAST food restaurant. She is closer, why must I be the one blame for not going to the counter. Seriously, I'm not complaining.
I really wish I'm still able to work with her next time, and that she will look at me in a different view after I have change for the better. I know my fellow senior Beanies are not able to see this, but I'm really sorry for what I've done wrong so far, really really sorry.
