Sunday, January 13, 2008

feel so useless again..

haiish... today went to yewtee.. ride bicycle there.. alot things happen today.. i dun really wan to say those at the front lah.. start from when im in yewtee.. haiiishh.. i reached ut, wanted to meet junjie.. but then he seem so busy.. so i ride ard ut area... sit down.. listen to song.. wanting to let the time go by.. but then.. i just cant stop tinking of wad happen earlier on today.. haiish.. totally sadded when i knew it.. then after tat.. junjie call me ask if i wan to work.. then i wan to try lor.. so this is the pissy part.. it starts to rain.. i wanted to "cut" two ppl.. but then i slip and fall and kena drag a few metres away.. my bmx was even further... i was shouting in pain.. but then.. lucky theres ppl ard.. two malay guys came up to me and help me up and push my bmx to the shelter.. THANKS ALOT! after tat i went to junjie's workplace and started my 3hrs of washing dishes.. it SUCKS! lol.. damn tiring.. vomited.. maybe this is my way of letting myself feel better? haiish.. hope i will be better next time round..

please tell me tat u love him alot..
another lie make no difference... =(