IM USELESS

i noe u really love him.. and i noe he love u alot too.. i really wish u will be happy with him from today on.. i cant give u wad i wan to give u.. i nvr had the chance.. but nvm.. u got him to care for u.. love you.. pamper u now.. i just really really really really hope u two can last and be happy couple forever.. and dun let me worry for u two.. for once.. he told me to love u.. jio u.. i wanted to do tat.. but then i noe u love him too much and u wun even like me abit.. i understand.. im useless.. like someone.. cant even give you wad u wan.. wad u wan is only him.. i noe u love him more thn anything else in this world.. like wad i always tell myself.. one is my good friend.. and one is the girl i love.. i shall give wad i can to make both happy.. i tried.. and i really wan u two to be happy.. so.. i really hope u and him will really last long.. no.. last forever and ever.. dun nid to care about how i feel or wad i will do.. i shall not do anything tat will disturb u two again.. wads the point right? even is i really like u alot.. no point having a shell.. ur love.. is not for me to have.. and my love.. will always be there for u.. stay happy forever girl.