Bad stuffs

hey people..
got back my results..
didnt do as good as i wanted..
got a c5 for amaths..
was just disappointing..
i think im failing my english again..
not having a good mood today
cuz of the c5 for amaths..
tomorrow having np again..
idk whether i shld wait for her anot
just scare tat band will end earlier than us.
she didnt sms or call me for 3 days oready..
it has being quite a long time since i last spend time alone with her..
idk if she noes tat not.. i tink she dont..
she bearly rmb things between us..
something that she didnt rmb.. made me quite disappointed today..
but nvm.. at least i still have her.. :)
trying to keep a smile on my face..
even though i hate myself alot..
like what she said.. i sounds like im those ppl who hate the world..
i rmb everything she say..
ok guys.. i tink im going oready..
just hope things is going fine..
just that im tinking bit too much oready..
bye. will post again soon.

Something new that i discover!

hey people.. it's sunday today..
stayed at home today the whole day..
boring day.. didnt do much..
guess everything is going back how it suppose to be like..
was shuffling cards all day.. sharpening my skills again..
learn some new stuff, forget the old ones..
nothing much today.. tomorrow will be my last paper..
amaths. hope it will not be too difficult for me..
really hope i can do well for this EOY..
dont want to retain or drop.
tomorrow will be the end of EOY oready..
finally.. after so long..
getting the results after one year of work..
hope it will be a good one.

oh ya.. about the thing tat i discover today..
i finally discover why am i so sad and emo and stuff..
it is about because of anyone.. not becuz of me too!
is is becuz of all the sad songs that i like to listen..
music sets the mood..
a sad song = a sad mood = a sad guy
so ya.. now i noe what is wrong, i can CHANGE!
i swear and i promise i will.

Wasted saturday

Saturday.. suppose to be "sat, ur day"
but u are not with me..
still quite sad over wad happen ytd..
why did all this happen..
two weeks never meet u at all..
like what someone told me..
"If a girl wanna meet her boyf confirm excited."
well, i got the answer from there..
i hope what i always think is not the truth..
i want to be happy.. happier becuz of her..
but why i just cant get happier..
i need her. i really do.
i give up on everything oready.. not her..
why am i doing so.. i dont even know..
just hope that what i do is right.. ..

hope what i wish for comes true..
i will be a happier man then.

Three days break

Currently having three days break from the EOY exams.
today no paper for me.. dont nid go sch..
monday will be the last paper, Amaths paper 1.
(: hope i will pass my maths.
cheers

I'm trying

I'm currently trying my best to keep all my promises
and be as happy as i can!
CHEERS TECKCHIN! cheerup!
be a happy man from now on! YEAH :D
stop being so emo, she dont want to see you so stressed up, sad.
WAKEUP teckchin, be happy for her!
be a happy guy from now onwards, from this moment onwards.

:D

A GOOD GUY.

hello!
went to bugis to buy cards and watch and watchthingy..
lol... help two blind man.. so honoured.
hope they really can get wad they wan..
came back and found out cuz use the watchthingy?
sad lah.. try ask again.. hah! ok lah.. nothing much today..
although it is not a happy day for me..
im proud i helped..

IM USELESS

i noe u really love him.. and i noe he love u alot too.. i really wish u will be happy with him from today on.. i cant give u wad i wan to give u.. i nvr had the chance.. but nvm.. u got him to care for u.. love you.. pamper u now.. i just really really really really hope u two can last and be happy couple forever.. and dun let me worry for u two.. for once.. he told me to love u.. jio u.. i wanted to do tat.. but then i noe u love him too much and u wun even like me abit.. i understand.. im useless.. like someone.. cant even give you wad u wan.. wad u wan is only him.. i noe u love him more thn anything else in this world.. like wad i always tell myself.. one is my good friend.. and one is the girl i love.. i shall give wad i can to make both happy.. i tried.. and i really wan u two to be happy.. so.. i really hope u and him will really last long.. no.. last forever and ever.. dun nid to care about how i feel or wad i will do.. i shall not do anything tat will disturb u two again.. wads the point right? even is i really like u alot.. no point having a shell.. ur love.. is not for me to have.. and my love.. will always be there for u.. stay happy forever girl.