CLEARING UP THIS MESS

im still clearing the mess..
today had alot of flashbacks..
almost cried.. but nvr..
chat with a few ppl...
some were angry.. some were not..
some was understanding.. some not..
i wish i really can solve this mess asap..
i dun wan to drag anymore..
and NO MORE FLASHBACKS please!!
it HURTS.. =xx

J.O.K.E.R.

Just.One.Kid.Enjoys.Riding.

these simple five words...
form my favourite word..
alot of things happen today..
i dun wan to tok about it lah..
they have no eyes, not my prob..
all i care if whether i can ride anot..
and if i have time to ride anot..
without u guys.. im back to old self..
the one tat more ppl wish to see...
the guy which dun care about u all..
dun act in front of ppl..
the true J.O.K.E.R.
so these march holidays...
more time for riding..
and more time for her..
so ya... good thing from the bad...
=))

Terrible TUESDAY!

hiie!!
today is tuesday!! two days of sch le..
going to have EL and SS tmr.. both sure fail wan?
play vb with the v-ballers in my class..
im so noob T_T.. nvr teach me..
haiyo.. tsktsk.. haiish..
slack with zaw, zhilin, traris and pinghui at PG today..
tok alot of cock lah.. then went back home.
reach home about 4+ le.. mum no cook..
so i nvr eat much.. later on use pc awhile,
eat dinner, then go bike...
then practise my bunny hop..
like worse than tat day liao...
nvm.. then call a few ppl to ask about some stuff...
went home after tat.. my right wrist now damn pain..
think becuz of the bunny... haiish..
really nid money now.. nid to change parts..
got about 200 le? haiish.. sian..
yao die liao.. someone spon leh.. i nid 300..
=((

ziting, today i tot i can meet u..
but gilbert say he not free this week..
so nvr meet.. haiish.. really wan to meet u..
but then.. idk if u will got feeling if u saw me lah..
i will have de.. =//
ziting.. wo ai ni!!!
must meet soon kk? =))

MONEY MONDAY..

hellos...
today is MONDAY!
the 1st day of sch days.. haha!
okok.. nth much to tok about today..
today quite unlucky..
kena punish for not bringing storybook and chem notes..
haish.. got alot things nid to settle by tmr..
so i wun post much.. i pratised my bunny hop le..
sometimes high.. sometimes low.. sometimes none.. =x
haha!! ok lah.. byes!

boring SUNDAY

hello..
blogging at night again..
tmr got sch, so i making this short short..

today woke up a few times then slpt till 12
mum woke me up... tell me to eat lunch le..
went to brush my teeth and eat lunch...
after lunch did my hwk.. finish EL spon..
but Amaths i nvr.. too hard liao.. forget everything..

then later on.. sms gilbert if he wan meet..
ask him if he can contact her.. but he nvr reply..
later on i went online.. saw him online then tok to him..
nvr reply oso.. then saw his sms.. say he cannot make it..
ask me if wan change to tmr.. then idk lah..
tmr sch ends like 2.15.. then no time to go so far..
later on zawoo call me at where.. i was at home..
he call me go bugis.. then i go prepare liao..

after i got on the mrt and go towards bugis halfway..
zaw sms me say he gng back home liao..
so idk where to go lor.. sms gilbert again..
nvr reply again... wanted to find way to contact her..
but i rmb tat she got exam tmr.. so i dun wan lor..
let her study for her exams.. then i drop off at bugis..

at bugis.. nth to do oso.. sms some ppl..
then call them come.. but all cannot..
then i decided go magic shop see see
if got new decks or wad lor.. then later on..
hazwan call me go back gombak..
they slacking near my hse..
then help me buy food..
ermm.. then i took mrt back...

at gombak.. buy double cheese for hazwan..
then go find IWAs to slack for a while..
they at 304.. quite a few IWA there..
tok tok play play sing sing..
went back home to eat after awhile..

later on.. i change and went riding with jialiang..
he nv ride.. he say slacking with some dudes
thn ok lor.. nvm for me.. slack slack slack..

went back to near hse there... tot IWAs still there...
then i go to 304's badminton court..
pratise bunny hop.. can do almost 100%..
now only like 80% and so low..
then ermm.. went home after tat...

drank bubbletea and use pc..
looking for blogskins, chat on msn, listen songs..
thn now getting quite late le.. nid to rest liao..
byes! nites!

ziting..
i really really like you..
trust me ok?
wo ai ni...
after so long le..
u still trust a strange than me..
im really sad..
ziting..
wo zhen de hen ai ni!!!

FLAG DAY and CAMPCRAFT!

lol... alot of thing hppn today...
morning was late bcuz i forget iron uniform lah...
30min late.. make 10 ppl wait for me.. so ps lor.. haishh..
then after tat chat chat chat all the way to red cross..
then took our tins and set off... then me and traris grp..
along with a few 2e2`07 girls.. then we play play nia..
then went back to return tins and i set back home..

reach home slp for awhile and then went to npcc...
got campcraft today.. thn we somehow improve quite alot..
even though we know some of the stuff last min... haha XD!!
good luck for the girls next sat lor!

thn went home.. went riding and eat my dinner..
train my bunnyhop and kena scolded by one uncle..
i cant hear wad he scolding about.. i wearing earpiece..
haa.. went home back and now blogging..

tmr nid to settle ALL my hwk then go out by afternoon
wish i can do so lah.. nid to rest soon le.. BYE!!

(NOTE: alot of parts skipped)

dont listen to what people say ok?
im still here for u..
dun care wad ppl say wors... ;)
tmr we meet wan?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

ok..
happy belated birthday to myself...
haiish..
nth much to tok about ytd...

she nvr online.. cant tok to her..
she say her exams coming next week le..
then can meet me..
haiish.. so stressed up...
dun feel like going for npcc and cip sia..
wan go meet her.. enuf liao.. see how lah..
haiyo.. really will die de le..
i ask her alot of things today...
maybe she abit fan liao..
becuz of her friend.. say she ps her..
then she say sorry le.. he still angry...
then she damn sad...
haiish..
how can i be happy when she is sad?
i really wish she could really trust me..
i just got this weird feeling tat she dun trust me..
even she say so...
i dun feel it..
haiish..

ziting.. when will u serious like me?
i noe u got a stead now.. n im sure u love him...
he loves u alot too..
maybe just forget about me bar..
care and love him... he will love you de..
and dun feel so sad le..
ur fren maybe just joking with u only..

on msn, u didnt tok much.. i noe u feeling down..
but tat two words u said.. really hurt me alot..
tat two words... pierce thru my heart...
like thousand needle.. so pain.. so numb...
wo hen ai ni.. ke shi ni bu zhi dao..

i always tell my friends... i love you so much..
even through i nvr see u b4.. but tat feeling is just tat strong..
focus on u studies bar.. maybe this post dun even mean much to you..
but i just said wad i had in my heart...

i noe.. i was a god damn flirt last time.. now i only love you..
the one and only.. the now and forever..
maybe u can tink about it..

im not saying or want u to break with ur stead.. but then..
we zhen de ai ni.. no one else...
ziting.. i will say this once more..

ILY!
BE YOURS FOREVER :D

BIKESSSSSSSSS!

lol..
dunno why keep posting about bikes?
maybe becuz she say she wan buy bike with angbao money bar..
haha!! miss her so much..
dunno wad she doing now...
i love her too much le...
haiish tat day wan to meet her...
but couldnt contact her...
her friend say she maybe cant go out..
then i nvr tink so much le lor..
somemore common test coming le...
cant go find her.. nid to study hard....
I DUN WAN RETAIN!!! haiish...
i miss her every moment of my life..
but i dun tink she even noe tat..
somebody!! tell me wad to do k?
i dun flirt le... but then she just dun believe me..
i nvr msg any girl about those stuff le...
ziting.. i noe u could be reading this...
i just wan to tell u tat i really love you...
and i will be there for k...

BE YOURS FOREVER! ILY(:

LONG TIME NO RIDE.

yo! so long nvr go riding liao just came back now long ago from riding with jialiang..
found tat my bike feel abit better..
but dun have the smoothness oready...
nid to get the feel back again.. hah!!!
ok lah..
then went queenstown shopping cntr with a few dudes..
haha!! bought shoes...
ok lah.. tats about it liao.. BYE!

HELP!!!

HELP PPL! SOS LIAO!!!
my bicycle seriously cannot take it liao.. HELP MAN!!!

http://www.20incho.com/chat/YaBB.pl?board=20InchO;action=display;num=1152962809
HOFFMANBIKES Generator Rear Cassette Hub (last one the white one)

PLEASE!! BEG U ALL!! HELP!!!
if still dun wan change my bike will spoil soon.... ='(
it is making a very hurtful noise now..
my current freewheel hub there is something wrong with it...
nid to change A.S.A.P.
please do help!!!

BORED BUT ENJOYABLE

haha! funny title right?
it was serious a very boring but enjoyable trip to genting this cny..
just came back.. damn tired...
nth much to post too.. just a lot of ppl in genting...
then got jam at tuas checkpoint.. haha!!!
so fun in the car... hah!
tok about BILLIONS with my cousins.. and lot of things lah...
damn fun... haha!! wan go bathe liao..
bye!!

can you trust me?
i know i dunno alot of things from you
im not like the same like last time anymore..
not the same me le..
i really love you..
but u dun right?
i noe u love him alot..
but i love you more than u love him..
im sure about it..
can u give me one chance to prove to you?
ILOVEYOU.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

lol.. same title u will see almost in everyone's blog lah.. haha!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR people! haha!!
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIRLEY!!! haha..
getting older liao.. haha!! lol.. sian wan lah!!!
arghh... going to genting in one hrs time...
i dunno why feel so weird this time.. like something weird gonna happen..
i will miss all of u!!! so cant blog or chat with u all le..
see u all lucky anot lor.. haha!! okok.. CYA GUYS AGAIN SOON!

i miss you ziting..
i wanted to meet up with u..
but u not free..
haiish..
can we really be together one day?
i really love you..
im serious.. =(
haiish.....
believe me ok? =/

a chance never given.

NEW BAR!

today so shiok sia... got a new bar!!
but then when fixing.. got "Scars" liao..
sadded.. nvm.. it is still NEW to me.. haha!!!

thanks man traris and all those who helped...

FUN but quite BORING.

yoyo! back from the outside world again.. haha
went to bugis AGAIN.. this time with a mixture of dudes..
got jiawei, zhijie, khungzhi, kenny, wenhui, aaron, and a few more..
tok cock like hell sia..!!! lols.. saw mallie on the way on train..
ermm.. then wanted to buy shoes lah.. but dun have size...
sian diao lor.. nvm.. then eat and went back to gombak...
slack with jialiang for a while..
listen to his STORYS about him and her..
i jealous.. happy? my story sucks lah.. haiish.. always like tat..
ermm.. nth much le..

(ALOT OF PART HAVE BEEN CUT AND MIX ARD)

i can still rmb the day tat i noe you..
i can still rmb how u called me..
i can still rmb the feelings u have..
i can still rmb where we were..
i can still rmb alot of thing we did..
i can still rmb THAT GAME..
i can still rmb THE TIE..
i can still rmb THIS GIRL..
which is you.. and always you from now on...
ILOVEYOU ZITING!

TESTS!

haiish... so tired these days so nvr post...
sian.. two more tests then cny.. cny things buy like almost finish liao..
then later.. after cny got common test.. haiish.. sian.. it is so sucky sia.. haiish
these few days got go riding lor... more and more fun liao.. haha!
changing bar soon... traris treat me.. haha!! and grip is by rayna and xy.. haha
ok lah.. nth much le..

eh boy, she dun like ppl who smoke ok?
why did u let her noe tat u smoke?
please stop it lah.. kick the habit.
do it for her ok? dun make her sad anymore..
PLEASE.