ok..
happy belated birthday to myself...
haiish..
nth much to tok about ytd...
she nvr online.. cant tok to her..
she say her exams coming next week le..
then can meet me..
haiish.. so stressed up...
dun feel like going for npcc and cip sia..
wan go meet her.. enuf liao.. see how lah..
haiyo.. really will die de le..
i ask her alot of things today...
maybe she abit fan liao..
becuz of her friend.. say she ps her..
then she say sorry le.. he still angry...
then she damn sad...
haiish..
how can i be happy when she is sad?
i really wish she could really trust me..
i just got this weird feeling tat she dun trust me..
even she say so...
i dun feel it..
haiish..
ziting.. when will u serious like me?
i noe u got a stead now.. n im sure u love him...
he loves u alot too..
maybe just forget about me bar..
care and love him... he will love you de..
and dun feel so sad le..
ur fren maybe just joking with u only..
on msn, u didnt tok much.. i noe u feeling down..
but tat two words u said.. really hurt me alot..
tat two words... pierce thru my heart...
like thousand needle.. so pain.. so numb...
wo hen ai ni.. ke shi ni bu zhi dao..
i always tell my friends... i love you so much..
even through i nvr see u b4.. but tat feeling is just tat strong..
focus on u studies bar.. maybe this post dun even mean much to you..
but i just said wad i had in my heart...
i noe.. i was a god damn flirt last time.. now i only love you..
the one and only.. the now and forever..
maybe u can tink about it..
im not saying or want u to break with ur stead.. but then..
we zhen de ai ni.. no one else...
ziting.. i will say this once more..
ILY!
BE YOURS FOREVER :D
