Sudden thoughts once again

Was thinking of a lot now..
having different moods and feelings..
some happy, some sad..
some joyful, some moody..
a lot of people talk to me about things..
about EOY and stuff..
i just can't feel the EOY stress yet..

I'm numb.
numb of being like this..

I just want her accompany me more..
i'm just asking something that maybe all guys want,
i know it is hard for her, but am i asking too much?

I'm sorry for what these days..
hope she will forget me..
i am trying my best not to disturb her as much as i can now..

It is weekend.
and every weekend, i feel lonely and sad..
i just want her to be with me, what i always wish for..
feel so much like crying now..
tears filling up as i think of it..

What i fear most is coming closer and closer..
how can i concentrate on EOY and other stuff like this..
tears just came running down..

I just want her to know that i love her..
i agree, agree that i'm scare that she will fall for another guy..
i'm not trying to freak her out..
i just want her to know that i'm serious for her..

She once said that i have the features of a pentagon..
i just want to prove to her that i'm not..
i am for her.

She dislike smokers..
i quit the habit for her,
she doesn't that i'm trying really hard to do it..
hope she will give me the support more..

Sometimes because of her,
i quarrel with my family and close friends..
she doesn't know.
i don't care, i am glad about it, because what i do is always for her,
cause i really love her.

I just hope things will change when i wake up tomorrow in the morning.
hope that i will be better.

A man dies when the time is right.
A man cries when the time comes.

Sorry.

I'M SORRY ABOUT WHAT HAPPEN.
i'm willing change for you.

2ND MONTH

HAPPY 2ND MONTH!
yeah! wait so long for this. ((:
quite sad in the beginning.. but nevermind..
happy now le.. ((:
yesterday is yesterday.. so ya.. XD
I LOVE YOU VINIA! :D

random again

让她爱我很难吗？
我只知道我很爱她。
不想她离开我。


我爱你。
你还爱我吗？

i just know that i love you.

the only thing that's in my mind nowadays in only you vinia..
i cant stop thinking of you..
i really really really love you alot..
you are so near to me, but yet so far..
i still love you no matter what..
i will still be with you when you need me..
my shoulders are still around for you..

i love you vinia.
i hope you still do too.

two days..

two days and one hours already. ):

A new message

24 hours and 13 mins already.. ):

how i wish i have a new message from you on my phone..
.
.
.
but didnt.

one more week.

ONE MORE WEEK!!
stupid flu.. i hate it!
later going to meet her. yea!
hope this flu can go away.. ):

HELLO!

HI GUYS!

monday.
1st day of sch wad nothing..
only tat ms tan nvr come..
nothing much on monday,
only that the stress of exams is here..
i dont want to be like some people who like to say so much lah.
those who like to complain. XDDD

tuesday.
nothing much seriously happen today
went out with zawoo, traris, pinghui, zhilin and EVONNNN
went to CCK stadium to run and went gym..
legs are tired (i only work on legs)
went to meet vinia after that..
im sorry making you wait for me..

so nothing oready..
same thing everyday
I LOVE YOU VINIA! ((:

i love you.

i got this feeling suddenly.
IM SO HAPPY TO HAVE SUCH A SWEET GIRLFRIEND!
i love my girlfriend.
wow, i cannot stop thinking of how xing fu i am. :DDDD
I LOVE YOU VINIA!
thank you so much my dearest. ((:

Lovely but boring day.

okay, let me blog about ytd..
ytd was totally boring in the morning..
but ly went online and i ask if he wants to go out..
so we plan and went out at about 4+?
to bugis.. and went to goldenlandmark
i bought SMOKE deck from theory11.
and then went to army market at beachroad
i bought the watch thingy again.. ly bought some stuff too.
later on.. we went to batok and slack with YUMA again..
got evon, hazwan, and the rest lah.. quite alot ytd..
they were playing soccer and so ya.. i nvr play..
quite boring ytd lah.. BOREDOM SUCKS.
okay. so this is about it lor.. bye!

vinia, you went out with her again..
i told you i dont mind, but i do.
maybe im just jealous, you always go w friends.
they are always 1st, im always somewhere behind.
i really just wish to see you..
more than one week already.
then now, i still havent get to see you.
i just wish you will change for me?
i really wish u will.
i really love you vinia.

1st day of lecture..

hello!
this is gonna be a short post cuz im going to slp soon.
woke up at 5 30 today..
went to batok to meet wj and went cck
wait for some of them at cck mac..
reach hta at about 7++?
lucky we are early this time round,
not like the other time for LMSC.
this time was PK, police knowledge..
haha whole day lecture.. from 8 till 5pm?
can die inside the hall DDDD:
somemore i miss her so much.. arghh..
tml is another 9hrs inside hta.. )):
lets see how it is gonna be!

i wish i can meet her out on fri or sat.
the best is both! :D i love her! <3
i really miss her. more than one week i nvr see her oready..
hope to see her soon if not i will die :/

I MISS YOU VINIA!! CAN YOU SEE THIS???
:D LOVELOVELOVESSS