Was thinking of a lot now..
having different moods and feelings..
some happy, some sad..
some joyful, some moody..
a lot of people talk to me about things..
about EOY and stuff..
i just can't feel the EOY stress yet..
I'm numb.
numb of being like this..
I just want her accompany me more..
i'm just asking something that maybe all guys want,
i know it is hard for her, but am i asking too much?
I'm sorry for what these days..
hope she will forget me..
i am trying my best not to disturb her as much as i can now..
It is weekend.
and every weekend, i feel lonely and sad..
i just want her to be with me, what i always wish for..
feel so much like crying now..
tears filling up as i think of it..
What i fear most is coming closer and closer..
how can i concentrate on EOY and other stuff like this..
tears just came running down..
I just want her to know that i love her..
i agree, agree that i'm scare that she will fall for another guy..
i'm not trying to freak her out..
i just want her to know that i'm serious for her..
She once said that i have the features of a pentagon..
i just want to prove to her that i'm not..
i am for her.
She dislike smokers..
i quit the habit for her,
she doesn't that i'm trying really hard to do it..
hope she will give me the support more..
Sometimes because of her,
i quarrel with my family and close friends..
she doesn't know.
i don't care, i am glad about it, because what i do is always for her,
cause i really love her.
I just hope things will change when i wake up tomorrow in the morning.
hope that i will be better.
A man dies when the time is right.
A man cries when the time comes.
