Bad Day

Hey guys..
It's been a long time since i posted?
posting about how bad my day is today..
didnt really wish to wake up today morning..
woke up with a sore throat. damn.
was half awake all the way till i reach sch..
did my physics spa. which is totally screwed.
went to wm after tat.. didnt really feel well.
had some honey stuff? dont really like it.
bused back home and hit straight to bed..
woke up, have my lunch and the next part of my day began.
npcc the whole afternoon..
had tent pitching and drills? nothing much here.
caught flu during the start and the rusty stuff just make it worse..
came back home and find myself really ill and tired.
unpack and have my dinner.. and now using the pc.
TODAY IS REALLY A VERY TIRING DAY!
im half dead now..
sick + tired + restless..



ok.. heres something for a little girl i know
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEMI! :D
13 years old already right?
stop being so naughty and noisy..
study hard for next year.

Nothing much

Nothing much to post today..
Having a bad time thinking
and headache is just killing me..
Just don't know what's wrong.
Okay, end my post here.
Will post again soon, I hope.

Bad stuffs

hey people..
got back my results..
didnt do as good as i wanted..
got a c5 for amaths..
was just disappointing..
i think im failing my english again..
not having a good mood today
cuz of the c5 for amaths..
tomorrow having np again..
idk whether i shld wait for her anot
just scare tat band will end earlier than us.
she didnt sms or call me for 3 days oready..
it has being quite a long time since i last spend time alone with her..
idk if she noes tat not.. i tink she dont..
she bearly rmb things between us..
something that she didnt rmb.. made me quite disappointed today..
but nvm.. at least i still have her.. :)
trying to keep a smile on my face..
even though i hate myself alot..
like what she said.. i sounds like im those ppl who hate the world..
i rmb everything she say..
ok guys.. i tink im going oready..
just hope things is going fine..
just that im tinking bit too much oready..
bye. will post again soon.

Something new that i discover!

hey people.. it's sunday today..
stayed at home today the whole day..
boring day.. didnt do much..
guess everything is going back how it suppose to be like..
was shuffling cards all day.. sharpening my skills again..
learn some new stuff, forget the old ones..
nothing much today.. tomorrow will be my last paper..
amaths. hope it will not be too difficult for me..
really hope i can do well for this EOY..
dont want to retain or drop.
tomorrow will be the end of EOY oready..
finally.. after so long..
getting the results after one year of work..
hope it will be a good one.

oh ya.. about the thing tat i discover today..
i finally discover why am i so sad and emo and stuff..
it is about because of anyone.. not becuz of me too!
is is becuz of all the sad songs that i like to listen..
music sets the mood..
a sad song = a sad mood = a sad guy
so ya.. now i noe what is wrong, i can CHANGE!
i swear and i promise i will.

Wasted saturday

Saturday.. suppose to be "sat, ur day"
but u are not with me..
still quite sad over wad happen ytd..
why did all this happen..
two weeks never meet u at all..
like what someone told me..
"If a girl wanna meet her boyf confirm excited."
well, i got the answer from there..
i hope what i always think is not the truth..
i want to be happy.. happier becuz of her..
but why i just cant get happier..
i need her. i really do.
i give up on everything oready.. not her..
why am i doing so.. i dont even know..
just hope that what i do is right.. ..

hope what i wish for comes true..
i will be a happier man then.

A lonely weekend

I feel damn useless today..
she going back and i didnt even get to see her.
she told me that we can meet on thurs..
then she cancel it because she says she want to pack and study..
i agreed.
she say today meet.. i agree.
the last min she tells me she doing last minute packing..
i waited downstairs.. waiting for her to reply my sms..
hours under the sun, she dont know..
i feel so useless.. no one knows..
just one minute will do.. she didnt give me..
i really dont know whats wrong with me..
i just know that sometimes i really need her.
but she is always never around when the time comes..
she got her reasons, excuses..
going to be two weeks that i never see her..
i really start to miss her alot..
i just want to see her before she goes..
am i asking too much???
can anyone tell me, what did i do wrong..
a guy just wanting to see her girl more..
be with her more..
IS THAT REALLY TOO MUCH?
i really want to know why is it like that.. .. .. ..

am i seriously asking too much from her.

Three days break

Currently having three days break from the EOY exams.
today no paper for me.. dont nid go sch..
monday will be the last paper, Amaths paper 1.
(: hope i will pass my maths.
cheers

waiting

waiting for that "One New Message" to appear on my phone..

New Dress for Prince

我睡了一覺卻更覺得疲勞 頭髮糾結像一把稻草
在鏡子前面穿了又再脫掉 透過皮膚看得到心跳
兩條鎖骨蒼白的線條 掛著隱形沈重的背包
我的赤裸沒人看到 就像講話沒人瞭

沙發變成電椅 讓人痲痹
對話的只有冷氣 在為我歎息

如果 王子的新衣 可以讓我挑選 我的動脈會被看見
寧可危險 有些瘋癲 沒有遮掩
穿著 王子的新衣 在人群面前 想看看你們瘋狂的臉
會愛我 不愛我 不必敷衍
冒著絕對的風險
是靠在我胸前 還是說再見

我洗了一個澡 煙霧纏繞 突然很喜歡氧氣的稀薄
地板的水有個旋渦 我常常幻想能被他吞噬掉
身上的水不想擦掉 在床上會躺成獨特的符號
等世界需要對我騷擾 當它是我的海報

你說你的道理 我不反擊
但這是我的遊戲 有我的規矩

如果 王子的新衣 可以讓我挑選 我的動脈會被看見
寧可危險 有些瘋癲 沒有遮掩
穿著 王子的新衣 在人群面前 想看看你們瘋狂的臉
會愛我 不愛我 不必敷衍
冒著絕對的風險
是靠在我胸前 還是說再見

領口很透明 可以算計 喉結跳動的頻率
雙手擁抱的用力 你看得清
我的肩 我的膝 受傷留下的痕跡
我願意 都透明 全部透明

我的 王子的新衣 依然掛在房間 等待機會出場表演
到那一天 或許我會 不再無言

如果 王子的新衣 可以讓我挑選 我的動脈會被看見
寧可危險 有些瘋癲 沒有遮掩
穿著 王子的新衣 在人群面前 想看看你們瘋狂的臉
會愛我 不愛我 不必敷衍
冒著絕對的風險
是靠在我胸前 還是說再見

SAT AT HOME

WOW!
cant really believe i stayed at home today.. :D
normally i will go town and walk walk
maybe becuz of the exams.. EOY

woke up in the morning.. quite boring..
dont really wake up so early on sats..
was rotting ard at home.. didnt want to study
had my lunch and plan to study..

in the afternoon.. finally decided to study maths and chem?
did maths paper.. for about 2hours?
revising and some other stuff..
didnt touch on chem.. finish my maths at about 5?
no time to continue.. so went using the pc again..
rot until dinner..

after dinner was nothing interesting..
just watch some youtube vids and chat with dudes on msn..
nth much today? dont really feel tat boring today..
just feel a little stupid.. dunno how to do Emaths
Emaths was Easy Maths for my last time?
no idea how am i gonna get good results for this eoy.

tml going to do more things then today?
gonna go get a haircut, buy pedal from zola
rie and fix bike with jerome ( if possible)
and maybe study my maths and abit of chem at night..

nothing much for this post oready.. BYE!

I'm trying

I'm currently trying my best to keep all my promises
and be as happy as i can!
CHEERS TECKCHIN! cheerup!
be a happy man from now on! YEAH :D
stop being so emo, she dont want to see you so stressed up, sad.
WAKEUP teckchin, be happy for her!
be a happy guy from now onwards, from this moment onwards.

:D

NOTHING CHANGED

nothing..
nothing has changed..

i will still keep my promises.
but did you keep yours?
i'm really feeling very very down..
you should know i don't like this feeling.
why aren't you not doing anything about it..
am i still in your heart?
i really want to know.