new style.

new bmx, new hairstyle, new bag, new style..

scold all u want..

seriously lah.. scold all u want.. i dun care liao.

ILOVEYOU!

dear.. i noe u are looking at this post.. dun treat me like tat anymore kk? i really really like u.. =x but u just keep treating me like nth.. =( im really sad and disappointed... i noe u saw about the previous posts and then dun trust me anymore.. i still like u alot... trust me from now on kk? i wun flirt with other girls le, i promise.. kk? =) u are now his*.. not mine.. i noe u hate me.. for wad i have done in the past.. wads gone is gone right? if u are really happy with him*.. and he can give u happiness.. i wish u two all the best.. =( but i will still be waiting for you... always waiting for u...

ILOVEYOU!

HAIYO~

okok.. today quite alot of things happen lah.. just bathe finish.. did my Emaths and geog... geog wed hand up and E maths tmr have to hand up le.. still got two qns dunno how to do.. but tried =) ok, let me start wad happen today..

morning.. woke up and felt so tired.. maybe is becuz i worked the day before and the bicycle fall.. then when to sch.. not much ppl at sch.. thn i start to msg her.. she woke up earlier than me.. then i walked to gombak mrt after i put my bag down.. then waited for her at the stairs there.. after 15mins she came walking by.. nvr notice me.. =x then i just followed her.. haiish.. we walked tgt to sch.. nvr really tok much.. then ermm.. reach sch.. wait for traris to come becuz i wan copy homework! lol.. then her class no one lah.. then she sit beside me thruout the morning.. nvr tok again.. becuz i really dunno wad to tok to her about.. haiish.. she just sit there.. draw her stuff while i copy my hwk.. then after tat when her friends came.. she went back to her class =( nth much happen during sch time.. only tat some jokes and some hwk nid to be rushed thru lah..

afternoon.. after chem lesson.. traris was like packing his stuff damn slowly.. make me no time go for my lunch... then we went to the phys lab.. sms her on the way there.. almost kena caught by teacher.. lucky i was fast enuf.. haha! cher, u so cockeye! haha! then after tat only mr pan in the lab.. some ppl oready there doing their pract oready.. then i hvnt even started becuz tat time health check.. then did tat stupid thingy.. 45mins.. it sucks lor.. then went to have lunch.. sms her again... she playing.. then say stella and anna at canteen.. eat with stella.. tok quite alot.. then it start to rain soon when i walked to bus interchange.. haiish.. so lonely without her with me.. then i go kfc.. meet zawoo and a few more dudes.. then went home.. =(

i went home and slp till 8pm.. too tired oready.. then after tat.. sms her again.. she like no mood to msg me... nvm... then had my dinner and settle my hwk.. tmr got quite alot of things to do.. got chem pract, english stuff, emaths, pe.. aiya.. quite a busy day waiting for me..

i know u just want to be friends..
but my feeling for you will still be there..

feel so useless again..

haiish... today went to yewtee.. ride bicycle there.. alot things happen today.. i dun really wan to say those at the front lah.. start from when im in yewtee.. haiiishh.. i reached ut, wanted to meet junjie.. but then he seem so busy.. so i ride ard ut area... sit down.. listen to song.. wanting to let the time go by.. but then.. i just cant stop tinking of wad happen earlier on today.. haiish.. totally sadded when i knew it.. then after tat.. junjie call me ask if i wan to work.. then i wan to try lor.. so this is the pissy part.. it starts to rain.. i wanted to "cut" two ppl.. but then i slip and fall and kena drag a few metres away.. my bmx was even further... i was shouting in pain.. but then.. lucky theres ppl ard.. two malay guys came up to me and help me up and push my bmx to the shelter.. THANKS ALOT! after tat i went to junjie's workplace and started my 3hrs of washing dishes.. it SUCKS! lol.. damn tiring.. vomited.. maybe this is my way of letting myself feel better? haiish.. hope i will be better next time round..

please tell me tat u love him alot..
another lie make no difference... =(

TOTAL FUN AND LAUGHTER

today happen alot of things lah.. shld have a big SL gathering... but in the end nt much ppl came.. only like got 8 ppl nia.. sadded... haiish.. i wish the next one will be better la and much well planned... okok.. nth much about today.. only tat spend alot of time on transport and toking cock lah.. hahha!!! im really sad and disappointed when i heard tat u are going back.. =x but soon we have lots of fun at lot1 at long john and Xzone.. hehes! REGRET for those who nvr make it!!!



you lied to me once again.. u told me about the day.. but then u said u were kidding.. i really like you.. and u like to kid about these... i really really really wish i could make u happy.. if this is the way u want and this way will make u happy.. i can understand but.. i really really love u... =( i really give urself some time to tink about it..

ILOVEYOU.

WISH LIST!

wish list updated!
total cost is... $360+ or $230+ lol!
hope someone can complete this list for me.. =(

IM USELESS

i noe u really love him.. and i noe he love u alot too.. i really wish u will be happy with him from today on.. i cant give u wad i wan to give u.. i nvr had the chance.. but nvm.. u got him to care for u.. love you.. pamper u now.. i just really really really really hope u two can last and be happy couple forever.. and dun let me worry for u two.. for once.. he told me to love u.. jio u.. i wanted to do tat.. but then i noe u love him too much and u wun even like me abit.. i understand.. im useless.. like someone.. cant even give you wad u wan.. wad u wan is only him.. i noe u love him more thn anything else in this world.. like wad i always tell myself.. one is my good friend.. and one is the girl i love.. i shall give wad i can to make both happy.. i tried.. and i really wan u two to be happy.. so.. i really hope u and him will really last long.. no.. last forever and ever.. dun nid to care about how i feel or wad i will do.. i shall not do anything tat will disturb u two again.. wads the point right? even is i really like u alot.. no point having a shell.. ur love.. is not for me to have.. and my love.. will always be there for u.. stay happy forever girl.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

HAPPY NEW YEAR to all those reading and those who nvr read my posts...
ytd was quite a fun day for me.. as in the countdown part...

MORNING
i had SL meeting for the sec1 thingy..
1st 2 days dun nid to be sch becuz nid to help out..
i was in charge of 1T1 with Faris..
faris kept disturbing sophia.. keep calling her name in high pitch voice...
later on, weiyang say him lah.. then he stop saying..
we had mass dance? lol! quite funny lah... i was like sliding everywhere in the classroom..
the meeting shld end about at 4 but it ended at 1?
went to have lunch at mac with some of the SLs..
went back to change clothes and took my bicycle and went to "Cherie"..

AFTERNOON
met halim, alia, zawoo was there.. played some card games..
then ermm.. went slacking at BK,
and went riding to JE stn after tt.. then rode home.. rest..

EVENING
sms ppl where were get celebrating 2008.. msg junjie..
he told me he at sentosa with alot ppl lah.. all i noe de liao..
then i decide to go lor.. then i bathe and get ready and went off,
many ppl was in vivo and sentosa lah.. i reach there about 10+?
then had hell of fun there.. nvr really do much..
after the countdown then went home..
took bus to habourfront bus interchange.. then took NR1?
drop off somewhere near town.. i wan to vomit.. then.. vomit abit only..
then wanted to take mrt.. then mrt no more liao..
so took cab.. about $20 only?
lol!! okok.. then vomit again at home.. haishh.. then went off to sleep..

TODAY
woke up at 1pm? still not really feeling very well.. so..
maybe going riding to de-stress abit.. haiish..
okok.. bye guys..