Nothing much

Nothing much to post today..
Having a bad time thinking
and headache is just killing me..
Just don't know what's wrong.
Okay, end my post here.
Will post again soon, I hope.

A lonely weekend

I feel damn useless today..
she going back and i didnt even get to see her.
she told me that we can meet on thurs..
then she cancel it because she says she want to pack and study..
i agreed.
she say today meet.. i agree.
the last min she tells me she doing last minute packing..
i waited downstairs.. waiting for her to reply my sms..
hours under the sun, she dont know..
i feel so useless.. no one knows..
just one minute will do.. she didnt give me..
i really dont know whats wrong with me..
i just know that sometimes i really need her.
but she is always never around when the time comes..
she got her reasons, excuses..
going to be two weeks that i never see her..
i really start to miss her alot..
i just want to see her before she goes..
am i asking too much???
can anyone tell me, what did i do wrong..
a guy just wanting to see her girl more..
be with her more..
IS THAT REALLY TOO MUCH?
i really want to know why is it like that.. .. .. ..

am i seriously asking too much from her.

random again

让她爱我很难吗？
我只知道我很爱她。
不想她离开我。


我爱你。
你还爱我吗？

i just know that i love you.

the only thing that's in my mind nowadays in only you vinia..
i cant stop thinking of you..
i really really really love you alot..
you are so near to me, but yet so far..
i still love you no matter what..
i will still be with you when you need me..
my shoulders are still around for you..

i love you vinia.
i hope you still do too.

Lovely but boring day.

okay, let me blog about ytd..
ytd was totally boring in the morning..
but ly went online and i ask if he wants to go out..
so we plan and went out at about 4+?
to bugis.. and went to goldenlandmark
i bought SMOKE deck from theory11.
and then went to army market at beachroad
i bought the watch thingy again.. ly bought some stuff too.
later on.. we went to batok and slack with YUMA again..
got evon, hazwan, and the rest lah.. quite alot ytd..
they were playing soccer and so ya.. i nvr play..
quite boring ytd lah.. BOREDOM SUCKS.
okay. so this is about it lor.. bye!

vinia, you went out with her again..
i told you i dont mind, but i do.
maybe im just jealous, you always go w friends.
they are always 1st, im always somewhere behind.
i really just wish to see you..
more than one week already.
then now, i still havent get to see you.
i just wish you will change for me?
i really wish u will.
i really love you vinia.

SANA & CD

ok... hello ppl... dunno why i clear msg in tagboard? haha! lols... relax lah... haha.. ok, these two days i got two npcc courses.... Civil Defense and SANA... hahah.. forget wad SANA stands for le.. haha ok ok... dun joke le... got enuf laughing from the instrutors there... damn funny lah some of them... esp the one in CD, haha make hell lot of jokes... about the "1%" and alot of *AHEM* lols... hahah.. ok ok ... tmr still got SL pre camp training... nid to go sch quite early.... then got camp soon... so sian.. TWO camps somemore... damn tiring... haiish.. ok lah... gtg rest soon.. BYE! cheers.

Just another boring day

I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU...
I KNOW, MAYBE YOU CAN'T ACCEPT THE FACT.
BUT I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU..
WILL I EVER GET A CHANCE ONE DAY? =/

The Funny Day...

hiee(:
today is quite a fun day...
not much happening in sch...
traris came to my hse today to do the chinese project...
i got my wireless connection liao.. haha... so two pc can use internet...
then erm.. traris' hanyu pinyin is like shit lah... all dunno... haha
and he type damn slow... after tat... me and traris went to gombak mrt...
send him home? lols? then i buy bubbletea and walk home... use pc until now...
later going to bathe and slp... tmr got bball match.... hais.. sian... haha...
ok byes!