A lonely weekend

I feel damn useless today..
she going back and i didnt even get to see her.
she told me that we can meet on thurs..
then she cancel it because she says she want to pack and study..
i agreed.
she say today meet.. i agree.
the last min she tells me she doing last minute packing..
i waited downstairs.. waiting for her to reply my sms..
hours under the sun, she dont know..
i feel so useless.. no one knows..
just one minute will do.. she didnt give me..
i really dont know whats wrong with me..
i just know that sometimes i really need her.
but she is always never around when the time comes..
she got her reasons, excuses..
going to be two weeks that i never see her..
i really start to miss her alot..
i just want to see her before she goes..
am i asking too much???
can anyone tell me, what did i do wrong..
a guy just wanting to see her girl more..
be with her more..
IS THAT REALLY TOO MUCH?
i really want to know why is it like that.. .. .. ..

am i seriously asking too much from her.

two days..

two days and one hours already. ):

A new message

24 hours and 13 mins already.. ):

how i wish i have a new message from you on my phone..
.
.
.
but didnt.

one more week.

ONE MORE WEEK!!
stupid flu.. i hate it!
later going to meet her. yea!
hope this flu can go away.. ):

Lovely but boring day.

okay, let me blog about ytd..
ytd was totally boring in the morning..
but ly went online and i ask if he wants to go out..
so we plan and went out at about 4+?
to bugis.. and went to goldenlandmark
i bought SMOKE deck from theory11.
and then went to army market at beachroad
i bought the watch thingy again.. ly bought some stuff too.
later on.. we went to batok and slack with YUMA again..
got evon, hazwan, and the rest lah.. quite alot ytd..
they were playing soccer and so ya.. i nvr play..
quite boring ytd lah.. BOREDOM SUCKS.
okay. so this is about it lor.. bye!

vinia, you went out with her again..
i told you i dont mind, but i do.
maybe im just jealous, you always go w friends.
they are always 1st, im always somewhere behind.
i really just wish to see you..
more than one week already.
then now, i still havent get to see you.
i just wish you will change for me?
i really wish u will.
i really love you vinia.

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

HELLO!
happy teachers' day to all the teachers
and those who i have learn something from you!
had a sch celebration and went to dazhong pri aft tat..
just came home.
nothing much about today oready..
just want to update abit..
BYE!


i feel like a taxi again..
please stop doing this to me..
treat me better like what you promise okay?
i always put you first before anything in my heart..

i really love you vinia..

ONE MONTH!

HELLO! :D
today is our one month ):
time pass really fast
nvr really be with her the whole day..
nvr really go with her..
thanks for her gift.. i didnt give her anything..
feel really guilty.. didnt expect her to give me anything..
haiish.. how? idk..
then afternoon she went with amin to celebrate his birthday and stuff
and went to ivy hse again -.-
didnt walk her back.. mum dun allow me to go out..
haiish.. nvm.. get to see her tml..
my one month is wasted.. D: sad sad sad

one more day, so what?

haiish..
tml is the day.. and shes going to celebrate a friend's birthday tml!
our 1st month she spend on her friend's birthday.. haiish
im so useless.. cant control myself.. i really do love her..
hope she knows tat.. im going for camp soon?
have being six days tat i nvr really see her?
and the rest of her week is busy.. parents, and girlfriendss..
nvm... forget it lah.. im just nothng..
ok.. end my post down here..
thanks for reading..

ILoveYouSoMuch!):

NATIONAL DAY!

just came back not long ago from sch..
tiring day today for me..
went to walk from goodview to hillview..
not a single sms from her..
ask her if shes going anywhere.. no reply.. "idk idk"
nvm.. now she shld be busy preparing to go out with wanxin ba..
dun nid to care about me le.. it is ok.
like wad i always say.. loner is forever loner.

BORING~!

lol..title is from zhilin's sms tone. haha!
ok lah.. alot happy and sad stuff.
went out with leyong and meet up with a few dudes..
go her hse.. she doesnt seems happy.. haiish.
cuz maybe she smell it.. arghh... really love her lah..
hope she can forgive me.. =/