MERRY X'MAS! :D

Hello dudes reading my crappy blog!
it's xmas again!
the wonderful time of the year where ppl exchange gifts
share joy and laughter with family members, friends
and of course their love ones.
maybe im not a christian, so i have no idea what it is for.
sorry. but ya im not.
( okokay, above are just nonsense. XD )

idk why..
but im going what my sis did when she was in nuh
blog in notepad and post later on?
quite nice lah.. can plan and stuff..
she got a blogshop!
>> http://rainbow-ants.blogspot.com/ <<
do support her!! ask my for discount! im kind :)
( sorry uh.. bit gay these days. )

ya.. sis came back just now..
i was out? riding of coz..
she went back quite early today..
got some washing machine delivery
damn sian.. ask her help me do the pin
nvr help.. IDIOT! :D

okok.. just came back home not long ago
riding with leyong and saw acap and rest sk8-ing
at "maze".
( last time there got a maze, got all the shit and pee in there )
arms pain like hell now.. cant do much.. im a noob.
got a feeling that im still jackhopping..
damn.nothing much doing on there
just saw a few grps of motorist ard (bbdc)
tot was bro-in-law? idk lah.. cannot see clearly..
blur these days lah.. cannot blame..

homework is like so lot sia..
just finish abit of the maths?
alot more to go..got maths, chem, geog, mt and ENGLISH!
damn it lah.. so many sia.. can die
mum's nagging me like everyday oready..
counting down how many days left to sch reopen..
so siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

oh ya.. ytd went for nuh for my checkup again
half a year once.. for my heart..stupid heart prob.ya..
same thing.. eat medicine everyday..
like no one's business.hais.. now doc say got cure..
so maybe in a few years time
i will go and have an op or something
remove tat stupid thing..tat is causing all these..
but might nid a pacemaker if the op fails.
damn it lah!

went back to sch for a few times.
buy books and npcc
do traffic duty for the new sec1s
damn sian lah..
but i really dunno what to do when i step down..
is like totally no cca.. so bored.
i tink im coming back to help abit in sec4
just some major days?
okok.. im really scare of the unit falling..
just hope nothing will happen to it..
really gonna miss everything in npcc
building me into who i am now.
thanks!

ohya.. stephanie is back from her trip to africa
and i believe she owe me something..
tat's a PENGUIN from africa!
:D like the movie lor..
i dont think she rmb it lah..
just remind her again if not i dont get to see
she told me tat they are ALIVE in africa?
dunno how they survive.. O.o

hols is just damn boring.
talk to ppl on msn..
play habbo with leyong & demi.. (i noe im lame)
watch youtube (bike and magic vids)
downloading nice tricks and stuff
nothing much la!

mum is going to spon me my bike wheelset!
yeah! finally get to change it after so long
can wait oready..okay lah..
my bike's like okay just tat i no skill :/
lets wait and see.
next year will have a better bike? XD

nothing much to blog oready..
let me wish u all a merry xmas and a happy new year!
2009 is coming!! HAVE FUN PEOPLE!

LONG TIME NO BLOG

Hey earthlings! (donno where i see this from)
so long since i last blog..
lazy to blog about hols. it's just DAMN BORING!!
so ya.. today i will just JUNK every single piece of thing
tat comes to my mind in here
Lets start!

okay.. just came back from riding
and slack with israfel and leyong and rest..
bathed and returned to my pc to do some blogging?
damn bored.. my hand are damn tired man.. no idea why..
didnt do much there.. just watch them play soccer at the 241 bball court..
chat with leyong all the way.. talk about O lvls and stuff (random).
didnt get to slack there if i didnt call leyong..

before dinner,
went downstairs to take the chinese txts from TYL (yongliang).
thank him alot.. mother tongue just have to study for
like half year next year only?
he told me to do well in Os and hope to hear good results from me..
i hope so too.

earlier in the day.. went to hougang to meet the seller
got a 2nd hand mosca stem for my bike.. cost me 30 bucks.
damn broke now.. left with the last $1 and i used it.
just fixed it up.. abit troublesome,
trying to figure out how to remove tat stupid gyro thing on my bike.
nothing much in the morning today.. woke up like 11am??

most other mornings at the same..
wake up.. brushed up.. prepare breakfast..
and on my CD player.. blast the volume to the max
close all doors.. sing as loud as i can.
it's just my way of waking myself up for a new day!
and ya.. forgot to eat my medicine for some of the days..
woke up like in the afternoon lunch time..
so ya.. nothing happen to my heart, so DONT CARE.

there is really nothing much going on in my nov/dec hols..
okay.. had my class gathering and class bbq..

gathering was quite a failure.. but bbq was quite okay..
done by stephanie and co.
nothing.. just buy food.. prepare and i stood at the pit the WHOLE night.
damn hot and hungry down there.. nvm. man's job.
more info visit felici's blog at http://herheartdesires.blogspot.com/
or more photos at
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=10941&id=1313133391&ref=mf
ok.. guests are MISS TAN and MS CHEW.
they went back early and we had weird stuff after tat?? :D
the class gathering wasnt tat good.. so dont care la
the BBQ was DAMN GREAT!! 10 stars to us!

okay.. back to about o lvls..
im quite worried about Os suddenly..
im afraid something or somehow i will screw it up..
and everything will be gone!
nvm.. work hard study hard play hard!
told mum about buying books on the 9th
is like 5 books only?? im not sure.
just trying to start settle down and do my holiday hmwk
it PILES and PILES of them..
and i havent even started doing a single sheet.
must start doing them a.s.a.p.

oh ya.. talk about studies..
i got $250 from edu!!
YEAH! but i can only get it next year..
so $250 will go to my bike again!
saved another amount for the a better one.
i spend a whole lot oready.. hope things will get well..
over $600 on my bike oready.. damn.
working hard to not let mum lock my bike up.

holiday is just plain boredom..

spend most of the time at home using the pc..
chatting online with some dudes.
like.. stephanie, brendan, hanyo, siewkei, jingting and a few more.
talk about the MOST RANDOM stuff on earth.
no choice. better than nothing right.
having chat mates are the best man..
although they reply slow most of the time.
another thing is YOUTUBE.. best site ever!
just watch random stuff and gain weird knowledge is the best.
seriously.. my life will be dead without these.

okay.. let me end my post here with my bike check.
and ermmm.. wish all of u have a great holiday
and XMAS is 19 days away!





















Frame: Haro X1 (2008) - 20.3" TT
Fork: Haro
Bars: Tree Branch Bar

Stem: Fly Mosca Stem
Grips: ODI Longneck

Barends: Tree Barends

Seat: Macneil Pivotal
Seat Post: Shadow Conspiracy Pivotal
Seat Clamp: Brandless
Cranks: Haro, 175mm

Sprocket: Haro 36t

Chain: KMC

Brakes: Orchid Shoes

Front Tire: Fly Ruben 2.25″

Front Hub: Haro
Front Rim: Haro 48H Alloy

Rear Tire: Animal ASM 1.95″

Rear Hub: Haro w/Odyssey freewheel 13t
Rear Rim: Haro 36H Alloy

Pedals: Eastern Plastic

END OF POST.

Busy holiday.

Hey people!
having my BUSY nov hols.
everything started at the begining?

there H.E.L.P. programme
then is SJI camp.. which was friday sat sun
monday went to buy clothes for sis wedding..
tuesday suppose to have class gathering (postpone)
but when back sch for npcc booth
wednesday was npcc booth and robotics booth
thursday get a little rest?
today was robotics booth too.. nid to do small touch ups.
tml is open house oready.. 8am to 5pm in sch?! -.-
sunday is my lovely sis' wedding.. cant wait!!
finally she found a perfect guy for her oready..
monday is gonna be zawoo's birthday
tuesday is classgathering (one of the choices)
IT IS LIKE 25th oready! omg. damn.

enjoy ur hols properly ppl!

Bleeding Heart

Have been listening to Watching Waiting these few days..
had alot of things going thru my mind..
memories and other stuff..
my body mind and soul is damn tired..
my heart is long dead..
it bleed and bleed.
is there someone out there who can help me?
i hope you still didnt forget me..
i will remember for the rest of my life..



one month oready.. the pain is still there..
nothing can heal it now.

Watching Waiting

Hey.
found this song in imeem
feel that this song is nice
sounds like a song that i will like to sing?
it's like a song for me..
i find it nice. hope you too.



Feels like i've been waiting for days
And i have
Just to catch a glimpse of your face
Is that sad?

And every engine that i hear on the side of the road
Sends me in a spin of excited hope
I keep looking out the window
Checking on my phone
Watching, waiting, hoping for you to show
For you to show

Wondering should i go
And search for you?
Racing through your words for some clues

Did you give up on me since the last time we spoke?
All my senses say it's crazy but still i know
In the back of my mind there's still this hope
You wouldn't walk out on me like i did to you long ago
I don't know
Will you show?
I don't know

And the clock on the wall is messing with my head
Drifting way from me, and back again

So ill stay and let the afternoon drift away
Pacing round this floor
Half insane

'till i get some resolution i'm so obsessed
I can't sleep and i can't rest
But there's still something i must confess
When it comes to you baby,
I'm a mess, im a mess
I'm a mess, i'm a mess

And every engine that i hear outside on the road
Sends me in a spin of excited hope
I keep looking out the window
Checking out my phone
Watching, waiting, hoping for you to show
Will you show
I don't know
Will you show?

Screw it

Hey,
currently using the laggggggggy pc in my hse
the old one spoilt. damn.
cant be online so much anymore..
wun be updating much soon?
two more days to end of H.E.L.P.
and good luck my dearest sec2 juniors for ur results!
& this include you.

im turning abit hot-tempered nowadays..
idk why.. just cant get how someone is tinking..
miss that familiar face, miss that girl ard me..
hope she knows that im talking about her!

Bad Day

Hey guys..
It's been a long time since i posted?
posting about how bad my day is today..
didnt really wish to wake up today morning..
woke up with a sore throat. damn.
was half awake all the way till i reach sch..
did my physics spa. which is totally screwed.
went to wm after tat.. didnt really feel well.
had some honey stuff? dont really like it.
bused back home and hit straight to bed..
woke up, have my lunch and the next part of my day began.
npcc the whole afternoon..
had tent pitching and drills? nothing much here.
caught flu during the start and the rusty stuff just make it worse..
came back home and find myself really ill and tired.
unpack and have my dinner.. and now using the pc.
TODAY IS REALLY A VERY TIRING DAY!
im half dead now..
sick + tired + restless..



ok.. heres something for a little girl i know
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEMI! :D
13 years old already right?
stop being so naughty and noisy..
study hard for next year.

Nothing much

Nothing much to post today..
Having a bad time thinking
and headache is just killing me..
Just don't know what's wrong.
Okay, end my post here.
Will post again soon, I hope.

Bad stuffs

hey people..
got back my results..
didnt do as good as i wanted..
got a c5 for amaths..
was just disappointing..
i think im failing my english again..
not having a good mood today
cuz of the c5 for amaths..
tomorrow having np again..
idk whether i shld wait for her anot
just scare tat band will end earlier than us.
she didnt sms or call me for 3 days oready..
it has being quite a long time since i last spend time alone with her..
idk if she noes tat not.. i tink she dont..
she bearly rmb things between us..
something that she didnt rmb.. made me quite disappointed today..
but nvm.. at least i still have her.. :)
trying to keep a smile on my face..
even though i hate myself alot..
like what she said.. i sounds like im those ppl who hate the world..
i rmb everything she say..
ok guys.. i tink im going oready..
just hope things is going fine..
just that im tinking bit too much oready..
bye. will post again soon.

Something new that i discover!

hey people.. it's sunday today..
stayed at home today the whole day..
boring day.. didnt do much..
guess everything is going back how it suppose to be like..
was shuffling cards all day.. sharpening my skills again..
learn some new stuff, forget the old ones..
nothing much today.. tomorrow will be my last paper..
amaths. hope it will not be too difficult for me..
really hope i can do well for this EOY..
dont want to retain or drop.
tomorrow will be the end of EOY oready..
finally.. after so long..
getting the results after one year of work..
hope it will be a good one.

oh ya.. about the thing tat i discover today..
i finally discover why am i so sad and emo and stuff..
it is about because of anyone.. not becuz of me too!
is is becuz of all the sad songs that i like to listen..
music sets the mood..
a sad song = a sad mood = a sad guy
so ya.. now i noe what is wrong, i can CHANGE!
i swear and i promise i will.

Wasted saturday

Saturday.. suppose to be "sat, ur day"
but u are not with me..
still quite sad over wad happen ytd..
why did all this happen..
two weeks never meet u at all..
like what someone told me..
"If a girl wanna meet her boyf confirm excited."
well, i got the answer from there..
i hope what i always think is not the truth..
i want to be happy.. happier becuz of her..
but why i just cant get happier..
i need her. i really do.
i give up on everything oready.. not her..
why am i doing so.. i dont even know..
just hope that what i do is right.. ..

hope what i wish for comes true..
i will be a happier man then.

A lonely weekend

I feel damn useless today..
she going back and i didnt even get to see her.
she told me that we can meet on thurs..
then she cancel it because she says she want to pack and study..
i agreed.
she say today meet.. i agree.
the last min she tells me she doing last minute packing..
i waited downstairs.. waiting for her to reply my sms..
hours under the sun, she dont know..
i feel so useless.. no one knows..
just one minute will do.. she didnt give me..
i really dont know whats wrong with me..
i just know that sometimes i really need her.
but she is always never around when the time comes..
she got her reasons, excuses..
going to be two weeks that i never see her..
i really start to miss her alot..
i just want to see her before she goes..
am i asking too much???
can anyone tell me, what did i do wrong..
a guy just wanting to see her girl more..
be with her more..
IS THAT REALLY TOO MUCH?
i really want to know why is it like that.. .. .. ..

am i seriously asking too much from her.

Three days break

Currently having three days break from the EOY exams.
today no paper for me.. dont nid go sch..
monday will be the last paper, Amaths paper 1.
(: hope i will pass my maths.
cheers

waiting

waiting for that "One New Message" to appear on my phone..

New Dress for Prince

我睡了一覺卻更覺得疲勞 頭髮糾結像一把稻草
在鏡子前面穿了又再脫掉 透過皮膚看得到心跳
兩條鎖骨蒼白的線條 掛著隱形沈重的背包
我的赤裸沒人看到 就像講話沒人瞭

沙發變成電椅 讓人痲痹
對話的只有冷氣 在為我歎息

如果 王子的新衣 可以讓我挑選 我的動脈會被看見
寧可危險 有些瘋癲 沒有遮掩
穿著 王子的新衣 在人群面前 想看看你們瘋狂的臉
會愛我 不愛我 不必敷衍
冒著絕對的風險
是靠在我胸前 還是說再見

我洗了一個澡 煙霧纏繞 突然很喜歡氧氣的稀薄
地板的水有個旋渦 我常常幻想能被他吞噬掉
身上的水不想擦掉 在床上會躺成獨特的符號
等世界需要對我騷擾 當它是我的海報

你說你的道理 我不反擊
但這是我的遊戲 有我的規矩

如果 王子的新衣 可以讓我挑選 我的動脈會被看見
寧可危險 有些瘋癲 沒有遮掩
穿著 王子的新衣 在人群面前 想看看你們瘋狂的臉
會愛我 不愛我 不必敷衍
冒著絕對的風險
是靠在我胸前 還是說再見

領口很透明 可以算計 喉結跳動的頻率
雙手擁抱的用力 你看得清
我的肩 我的膝 受傷留下的痕跡
我願意 都透明 全部透明

我的 王子的新衣 依然掛在房間 等待機會出場表演
到那一天 或許我會 不再無言

如果 王子的新衣 可以讓我挑選 我的動脈會被看見
寧可危險 有些瘋癲 沒有遮掩
穿著 王子的新衣 在人群面前 想看看你們瘋狂的臉
會愛我 不愛我 不必敷衍
冒著絕對的風險
是靠在我胸前 還是說再見

SAT AT HOME

WOW!
cant really believe i stayed at home today.. :D
normally i will go town and walk walk
maybe becuz of the exams.. EOY

woke up in the morning.. quite boring..
dont really wake up so early on sats..
was rotting ard at home.. didnt want to study
had my lunch and plan to study..

in the afternoon.. finally decided to study maths and chem?
did maths paper.. for about 2hours?
revising and some other stuff..
didnt touch on chem.. finish my maths at about 5?
no time to continue.. so went using the pc again..
rot until dinner..

after dinner was nothing interesting..
just watch some youtube vids and chat with dudes on msn..
nth much today? dont really feel tat boring today..
just feel a little stupid.. dunno how to do Emaths
Emaths was Easy Maths for my last time?
no idea how am i gonna get good results for this eoy.

tml going to do more things then today?
gonna go get a haircut, buy pedal from zola
rie and fix bike with jerome ( if possible)
and maybe study my maths and abit of chem at night..

nothing much for this post oready.. BYE!

I'm trying

I'm currently trying my best to keep all my promises
and be as happy as i can!
CHEERS TECKCHIN! cheerup!
be a happy man from now on! YEAH :D
stop being so emo, she dont want to see you so stressed up, sad.
WAKEUP teckchin, be happy for her!
be a happy guy from now onwards, from this moment onwards.

:D

NOTHING CHANGED

nothing..
nothing has changed..

i will still keep my promises.
but did you keep yours?
i'm really feeling very very down..
you should know i don't like this feeling.
why aren't you not doing anything about it..
am i still in your heart?
i really want to know.

Sudden thoughts once again

Was thinking of a lot now..
having different moods and feelings..
some happy, some sad..
some joyful, some moody..
a lot of people talk to me about things..
about EOY and stuff..
i just can't feel the EOY stress yet..

I'm numb.
numb of being like this..

I just want her accompany me more..
i'm just asking something that maybe all guys want,
i know it is hard for her, but am i asking too much?

I'm sorry for what these days..
hope she will forget me..
i am trying my best not to disturb her as much as i can now..

It is weekend.
and every weekend, i feel lonely and sad..
i just want her to be with me, what i always wish for..
feel so much like crying now..
tears filling up as i think of it..

What i fear most is coming closer and closer..
how can i concentrate on EOY and other stuff like this..
tears just came running down..

I just want her to know that i love her..
i agree, agree that i'm scare that she will fall for another guy..
i'm not trying to freak her out..
i just want her to know that i'm serious for her..

She once said that i have the features of a pentagon..
i just want to prove to her that i'm not..
i am for her.

She dislike smokers..
i quit the habit for her,
she doesn't that i'm trying really hard to do it..
hope she will give me the support more..

Sometimes because of her,
i quarrel with my family and close friends..
she doesn't know.
i don't care, i am glad about it, because what i do is always for her,
cause i really love her.

I just hope things will change when i wake up tomorrow in the morning.
hope that i will be better.

A man dies when the time is right.
A man cries when the time comes.

Sorry.

I'M SORRY ABOUT WHAT HAPPEN.
i'm willing change for you.