MERRY X'MAS! :D

Hello dudes reading my crappy blog!
it's xmas again!
the wonderful time of the year where ppl exchange gifts
share joy and laughter with family members, friends
and of course their love ones.
maybe im not a christian, so i have no idea what it is for.
sorry. but ya im not.
( okokay, above are just nonsense. XD )

idk why..
but im going what my sis did when she was in nuh
blog in notepad and post later on?
quite nice lah.. can plan and stuff..
she got a blogshop!
>> http://rainbow-ants.blogspot.com/ <<
do support her!! ask my for discount! im kind :)
( sorry uh.. bit gay these days. )

ya.. sis came back just now..
i was out? riding of coz..
she went back quite early today..
got some washing machine delivery
damn sian.. ask her help me do the pin
nvr help.. IDIOT! :D

okok.. just came back home not long ago
riding with leyong and saw acap and rest sk8-ing
at "maze".
( last time there got a maze, got all the shit and pee in there )
arms pain like hell now.. cant do much.. im a noob.
got a feeling that im still jackhopping..
damn.nothing much doing on there
just saw a few grps of motorist ard (bbdc)
tot was bro-in-law? idk lah.. cannot see clearly..
blur these days lah.. cannot blame..

homework is like so lot sia..
just finish abit of the maths?
alot more to go..got maths, chem, geog, mt and ENGLISH!
damn it lah.. so many sia.. can die
mum's nagging me like everyday oready..
counting down how many days left to sch reopen..
so siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

oh ya.. ytd went for nuh for my checkup again
half a year once.. for my heart..stupid heart prob.ya..
same thing.. eat medicine everyday..
like no one's business.hais.. now doc say got cure..
so maybe in a few years time
i will go and have an op or something
remove tat stupid thing..tat is causing all these..
but might nid a pacemaker if the op fails.
damn it lah!

went back to sch for a few times.
buy books and npcc
do traffic duty for the new sec1s
damn sian lah..
but i really dunno what to do when i step down..
is like totally no cca.. so bored.
i tink im coming back to help abit in sec4
just some major days?
okok.. im really scare of the unit falling..
just hope nothing will happen to it..
really gonna miss everything in npcc
building me into who i am now.
thanks!

ohya.. stephanie is back from her trip to africa
and i believe she owe me something..
tat's a PENGUIN from africa!
:D like the movie lor..
i dont think she rmb it lah..
just remind her again if not i dont get to see
she told me tat they are ALIVE in africa?
dunno how they survive.. O.o

hols is just damn boring.
talk to ppl on msn..
play habbo with leyong & demi.. (i noe im lame)
watch youtube (bike and magic vids)
downloading nice tricks and stuff
nothing much la!

mum is going to spon me my bike wheelset!
yeah! finally get to change it after so long
can wait oready..okay lah..
my bike's like okay just tat i no skill :/
lets wait and see.
next year will have a better bike? XD

nothing much to blog oready..
let me wish u all a merry xmas and a happy new year!
2009 is coming!! HAVE FUN PEOPLE!

LONG TIME NO BLOG

Hey earthlings! (donno where i see this from)
so long since i last blog..
lazy to blog about hols. it's just DAMN BORING!!
so ya.. today i will just JUNK every single piece of thing
tat comes to my mind in here
Lets start!

okay.. just came back from riding
and slack with israfel and leyong and rest..
bathed and returned to my pc to do some blogging?
damn bored.. my hand are damn tired man.. no idea why..
didnt do much there.. just watch them play soccer at the 241 bball court..
chat with leyong all the way.. talk about O lvls and stuff (random).
didnt get to slack there if i didnt call leyong..

before dinner,
went downstairs to take the chinese txts from TYL (yongliang).
thank him alot.. mother tongue just have to study for
like half year next year only?
he told me to do well in Os and hope to hear good results from me..
i hope so too.

earlier in the day.. went to hougang to meet the seller
got a 2nd hand mosca stem for my bike.. cost me 30 bucks.
damn broke now.. left with the last $1 and i used it.
just fixed it up.. abit troublesome,
trying to figure out how to remove tat stupid gyro thing on my bike.
nothing much in the morning today.. woke up like 11am??

most other mornings at the same..
wake up.. brushed up.. prepare breakfast..
and on my CD player.. blast the volume to the max
close all doors.. sing as loud as i can.
it's just my way of waking myself up for a new day!
and ya.. forgot to eat my medicine for some of the days..
woke up like in the afternoon lunch time..
so ya.. nothing happen to my heart, so DONT CARE.

there is really nothing much going on in my nov/dec hols..
okay.. had my class gathering and class bbq..

gathering was quite a failure.. but bbq was quite okay..
done by stephanie and co.
nothing.. just buy food.. prepare and i stood at the pit the WHOLE night.
damn hot and hungry down there.. nvm. man's job.
more info visit felici's blog at http://herheartdesires.blogspot.com/
or more photos at
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=10941&id=1313133391&ref=mf
ok.. guests are MISS TAN and MS CHEW.
they went back early and we had weird stuff after tat?? :D
the class gathering wasnt tat good.. so dont care la
the BBQ was DAMN GREAT!! 10 stars to us!

okay.. back to about o lvls..
im quite worried about Os suddenly..
im afraid something or somehow i will screw it up..
and everything will be gone!
nvm.. work hard study hard play hard!
told mum about buying books on the 9th
is like 5 books only?? im not sure.
just trying to start settle down and do my holiday hmwk
it PILES and PILES of them..
and i havent even started doing a single sheet.
must start doing them a.s.a.p.

oh ya.. talk about studies..
i got $250 from edu!!
YEAH! but i can only get it next year..
so $250 will go to my bike again!
saved another amount for the a better one.
i spend a whole lot oready.. hope things will get well..
over $600 on my bike oready.. damn.
working hard to not let mum lock my bike up.

holiday is just plain boredom..

spend most of the time at home using the pc..
chatting online with some dudes.
like.. stephanie, brendan, hanyo, siewkei, jingting and a few more.
talk about the MOST RANDOM stuff on earth.
no choice. better than nothing right.
having chat mates are the best man..
although they reply slow most of the time.
another thing is YOUTUBE.. best site ever!
just watch random stuff and gain weird knowledge is the best.
seriously.. my life will be dead without these.

okay.. let me end my post here with my bike check.
and ermmm.. wish all of u have a great holiday
and XMAS is 19 days away!





















Frame: Haro X1 (2008) - 20.3" TT
Fork: Haro
Bars: Tree Branch Bar

Stem: Fly Mosca Stem
Grips: ODI Longneck

Barends: Tree Barends

Seat: Macneil Pivotal
Seat Post: Shadow Conspiracy Pivotal
Seat Clamp: Brandless
Cranks: Haro, 175mm

Sprocket: Haro 36t

Chain: KMC

Brakes: Orchid Shoes

Front Tire: Fly Ruben 2.25″

Front Hub: Haro
Front Rim: Haro 48H Alloy

Rear Tire: Animal ASM 1.95″

Rear Hub: Haro w/Odyssey freewheel 13t
Rear Rim: Haro 36H Alloy

Pedals: Eastern Plastic

END OF POST.

Busy holiday.

Hey people!
having my BUSY nov hols.
everything started at the begining?

there H.E.L.P. programme
then is SJI camp.. which was friday sat sun
monday went to buy clothes for sis wedding..
tuesday suppose to have class gathering (postpone)
but when back sch for npcc booth
wednesday was npcc booth and robotics booth
thursday get a little rest?
today was robotics booth too.. nid to do small touch ups.
tml is open house oready.. 8am to 5pm in sch?! -.-
sunday is my lovely sis' wedding.. cant wait!!
finally she found a perfect guy for her oready..
monday is gonna be zawoo's birthday
tuesday is classgathering (one of the choices)
IT IS LIKE 25th oready! omg. damn.

enjoy ur hols properly ppl!

Bleeding Heart

Have been listening to Watching Waiting these few days..
had alot of things going thru my mind..
memories and other stuff..
my body mind and soul is damn tired..
my heart is long dead..
it bleed and bleed.
is there someone out there who can help me?
i hope you still didnt forget me..
i will remember for the rest of my life..



one month oready.. the pain is still there..
nothing can heal it now.

Watching Waiting

Hey.
found this song in imeem
feel that this song is nice
sounds like a song that i will like to sing?
it's like a song for me..
i find it nice. hope you too.



Feels like i've been waiting for days
And i have
Just to catch a glimpse of your face
Is that sad?

And every engine that i hear on the side of the road
Sends me in a spin of excited hope
I keep looking out the window
Checking on my phone
Watching, waiting, hoping for you to show
For you to show

Wondering should i go
And search for you?
Racing through your words for some clues

Did you give up on me since the last time we spoke?
All my senses say it's crazy but still i know
In the back of my mind there's still this hope
You wouldn't walk out on me like i did to you long ago
I don't know
Will you show?
I don't know

And the clock on the wall is messing with my head
Drifting way from me, and back again

So ill stay and let the afternoon drift away
Pacing round this floor
Half insane

'till i get some resolution i'm so obsessed
I can't sleep and i can't rest
But there's still something i must confess
When it comes to you baby,
I'm a mess, im a mess
I'm a mess, i'm a mess

And every engine that i hear outside on the road
Sends me in a spin of excited hope
I keep looking out the window
Checking out my phone
Watching, waiting, hoping for you to show
Will you show
I don't know
Will you show?

Screw it

Hey,
currently using the laggggggggy pc in my hse
the old one spoilt. damn.
cant be online so much anymore..
wun be updating much soon?
two more days to end of H.E.L.P.
and good luck my dearest sec2 juniors for ur results!
& this include you.

im turning abit hot-tempered nowadays..
idk why.. just cant get how someone is tinking..
miss that familiar face, miss that girl ard me..
hope she knows that im talking about her!

Bad Day

Hey guys..
It's been a long time since i posted?
posting about how bad my day is today..
didnt really wish to wake up today morning..
woke up with a sore throat. damn.
was half awake all the way till i reach sch..
did my physics spa. which is totally screwed.
went to wm after tat.. didnt really feel well.
had some honey stuff? dont really like it.
bused back home and hit straight to bed..
woke up, have my lunch and the next part of my day began.
npcc the whole afternoon..
had tent pitching and drills? nothing much here.
caught flu during the start and the rusty stuff just make it worse..
came back home and find myself really ill and tired.
unpack and have my dinner.. and now using the pc.
TODAY IS REALLY A VERY TIRING DAY!
im half dead now..
sick + tired + restless..



ok.. heres something for a little girl i know
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEMI! :D
13 years old already right?
stop being so naughty and noisy..
study hard for next year.

Nothing much

Nothing much to post today..
Having a bad time thinking
and headache is just killing me..
Just don't know what's wrong.
Okay, end my post here.
Will post again soon, I hope.

Bad stuffs

hey people..
got back my results..
didnt do as good as i wanted..
got a c5 for amaths..
was just disappointing..
i think im failing my english again..
not having a good mood today
cuz of the c5 for amaths..
tomorrow having np again..
idk whether i shld wait for her anot
just scare tat band will end earlier than us.
she didnt sms or call me for 3 days oready..
it has being quite a long time since i last spend time alone with her..
idk if she noes tat not.. i tink she dont..
she bearly rmb things between us..
something that she didnt rmb.. made me quite disappointed today..
but nvm.. at least i still have her.. :)
trying to keep a smile on my face..
even though i hate myself alot..
like what she said.. i sounds like im those ppl who hate the world..
i rmb everything she say..
ok guys.. i tink im going oready..
just hope things is going fine..
just that im tinking bit too much oready..
bye. will post again soon.

Something new that i discover!

hey people.. it's sunday today..
stayed at home today the whole day..
boring day.. didnt do much..
guess everything is going back how it suppose to be like..
was shuffling cards all day.. sharpening my skills again..
learn some new stuff, forget the old ones..
nothing much today.. tomorrow will be my last paper..
amaths. hope it will not be too difficult for me..
really hope i can do well for this EOY..
dont want to retain or drop.
tomorrow will be the end of EOY oready..
finally.. after so long..
getting the results after one year of work..
hope it will be a good one.

oh ya.. about the thing tat i discover today..
i finally discover why am i so sad and emo and stuff..
it is about because of anyone.. not becuz of me too!
is is becuz of all the sad songs that i like to listen..
music sets the mood..
a sad song = a sad mood = a sad guy
so ya.. now i noe what is wrong, i can CHANGE!
i swear and i promise i will.

Wasted saturday

Saturday.. suppose to be "sat, ur day"
but u are not with me..
still quite sad over wad happen ytd..
why did all this happen..
two weeks never meet u at all..
like what someone told me..
"If a girl wanna meet her boyf confirm excited."
well, i got the answer from there..
i hope what i always think is not the truth..
i want to be happy.. happier becuz of her..
but why i just cant get happier..
i need her. i really do.
i give up on everything oready.. not her..
why am i doing so.. i dont even know..
just hope that what i do is right.. ..

hope what i wish for comes true..
i will be a happier man then.

A lonely weekend

I feel damn useless today..
she going back and i didnt even get to see her.
she told me that we can meet on thurs..
then she cancel it because she says she want to pack and study..
i agreed.
she say today meet.. i agree.
the last min she tells me she doing last minute packing..
i waited downstairs.. waiting for her to reply my sms..
hours under the sun, she dont know..
i feel so useless.. no one knows..
just one minute will do.. she didnt give me..
i really dont know whats wrong with me..
i just know that sometimes i really need her.
but she is always never around when the time comes..
she got her reasons, excuses..
going to be two weeks that i never see her..
i really start to miss her alot..
i just want to see her before she goes..
am i asking too much???
can anyone tell me, what did i do wrong..
a guy just wanting to see her girl more..
be with her more..
IS THAT REALLY TOO MUCH?
i really want to know why is it like that.. .. .. ..

am i seriously asking too much from her.

Three days break

Currently having three days break from the EOY exams.
today no paper for me.. dont nid go sch..
monday will be the last paper, Amaths paper 1.
(: hope i will pass my maths.
cheers

waiting

waiting for that "One New Message" to appear on my phone..

New Dress for Prince

我睡了一覺卻更覺得疲勞 頭髮糾結像一把稻草
在鏡子前面穿了又再脫掉 透過皮膚看得到心跳
兩條鎖骨蒼白的線條 掛著隱形沈重的背包
我的赤裸沒人看到 就像講話沒人瞭

沙發變成電椅 讓人痲痹
對話的只有冷氣 在為我歎息

如果 王子的新衣 可以讓我挑選 我的動脈會被看見
寧可危險 有些瘋癲 沒有遮掩
穿著 王子的新衣 在人群面前 想看看你們瘋狂的臉
會愛我 不愛我 不必敷衍
冒著絕對的風險
是靠在我胸前 還是說再見

我洗了一個澡 煙霧纏繞 突然很喜歡氧氣的稀薄
地板的水有個旋渦 我常常幻想能被他吞噬掉
身上的水不想擦掉 在床上會躺成獨特的符號
等世界需要對我騷擾 當它是我的海報

你說你的道理 我不反擊
但這是我的遊戲 有我的規矩

如果 王子的新衣 可以讓我挑選 我的動脈會被看見
寧可危險 有些瘋癲 沒有遮掩
穿著 王子的新衣 在人群面前 想看看你們瘋狂的臉
會愛我 不愛我 不必敷衍
冒著絕對的風險
是靠在我胸前 還是說再見

領口很透明 可以算計 喉結跳動的頻率
雙手擁抱的用力 你看得清
我的肩 我的膝 受傷留下的痕跡
我願意 都透明 全部透明

我的 王子的新衣 依然掛在房間 等待機會出場表演
到那一天 或許我會 不再無言

如果 王子的新衣 可以讓我挑選 我的動脈會被看見
寧可危險 有些瘋癲 沒有遮掩
穿著 王子的新衣 在人群面前 想看看你們瘋狂的臉
會愛我 不愛我 不必敷衍
冒著絕對的風險
是靠在我胸前 還是說再見

SAT AT HOME

WOW!
cant really believe i stayed at home today.. :D
normally i will go town and walk walk
maybe becuz of the exams.. EOY

woke up in the morning.. quite boring..
dont really wake up so early on sats..
was rotting ard at home.. didnt want to study
had my lunch and plan to study..

in the afternoon.. finally decided to study maths and chem?
did maths paper.. for about 2hours?
revising and some other stuff..
didnt touch on chem.. finish my maths at about 5?
no time to continue.. so went using the pc again..
rot until dinner..

after dinner was nothing interesting..
just watch some youtube vids and chat with dudes on msn..
nth much today? dont really feel tat boring today..
just feel a little stupid.. dunno how to do Emaths
Emaths was Easy Maths for my last time?
no idea how am i gonna get good results for this eoy.

tml going to do more things then today?
gonna go get a haircut, buy pedal from zola
rie and fix bike with jerome ( if possible)
and maybe study my maths and abit of chem at night..

nothing much for this post oready.. BYE!

I'm trying

I'm currently trying my best to keep all my promises
and be as happy as i can!
CHEERS TECKCHIN! cheerup!
be a happy man from now on! YEAH :D
stop being so emo, she dont want to see you so stressed up, sad.
WAKEUP teckchin, be happy for her!
be a happy guy from now onwards, from this moment onwards.

:D

NOTHING CHANGED

nothing..
nothing has changed..

i will still keep my promises.
but did you keep yours?
i'm really feeling very very down..
you should know i don't like this feeling.
why aren't you not doing anything about it..
am i still in your heart?
i really want to know.

Sudden thoughts once again

Was thinking of a lot now..
having different moods and feelings..
some happy, some sad..
some joyful, some moody..
a lot of people talk to me about things..
about EOY and stuff..
i just can't feel the EOY stress yet..

I'm numb.
numb of being like this..

I just want her accompany me more..
i'm just asking something that maybe all guys want,
i know it is hard for her, but am i asking too much?

I'm sorry for what these days..
hope she will forget me..
i am trying my best not to disturb her as much as i can now..

It is weekend.
and every weekend, i feel lonely and sad..
i just want her to be with me, what i always wish for..
feel so much like crying now..
tears filling up as i think of it..

What i fear most is coming closer and closer..
how can i concentrate on EOY and other stuff like this..
tears just came running down..

I just want her to know that i love her..
i agree, agree that i'm scare that she will fall for another guy..
i'm not trying to freak her out..
i just want her to know that i'm serious for her..

She once said that i have the features of a pentagon..
i just want to prove to her that i'm not..
i am for her.

She dislike smokers..
i quit the habit for her,
she doesn't that i'm trying really hard to do it..
hope she will give me the support more..

Sometimes because of her,
i quarrel with my family and close friends..
she doesn't know.
i don't care, i am glad about it, because what i do is always for her,
cause i really love her.

I just hope things will change when i wake up tomorrow in the morning.
hope that i will be better.

A man dies when the time is right.
A man cries when the time comes.

Sorry.

I'M SORRY ABOUT WHAT HAPPEN.
i'm willing change for you.

2ND MONTH

HAPPY 2ND MONTH!
yeah! wait so long for this. ((:
quite sad in the beginning.. but nevermind..
happy now le.. ((:
yesterday is yesterday.. so ya.. XD
I LOVE YOU VINIA! :D

random again

让她爱我很难吗？
我只知道我很爱她。
不想她离开我。


我爱你。
你还爱我吗？

i just know that i love you.

the only thing that's in my mind nowadays in only you vinia..
i cant stop thinking of you..
i really really really love you alot..
you are so near to me, but yet so far..
i still love you no matter what..
i will still be with you when you need me..
my shoulders are still around for you..

i love you vinia.
i hope you still do too.

two days..

two days and one hours already. ):

A new message

24 hours and 13 mins already.. ):

how i wish i have a new message from you on my phone..
.
.
.
but didnt.

one more week.

ONE MORE WEEK!!
stupid flu.. i hate it!
later going to meet her. yea!
hope this flu can go away.. ):

HELLO!

HI GUYS!

monday.
1st day of sch wad nothing..
only tat ms tan nvr come..
nothing much on monday,
only that the stress of exams is here..
i dont want to be like some people who like to say so much lah.
those who like to complain. XDDD

tuesday.
nothing much seriously happen today
went out with zawoo, traris, pinghui, zhilin and EVONNNN
went to CCK stadium to run and went gym..
legs are tired (i only work on legs)
went to meet vinia after that..
im sorry making you wait for me..

so nothing oready..
same thing everyday
I LOVE YOU VINIA! ((:

i love you.

i got this feeling suddenly.
IM SO HAPPY TO HAVE SUCH A SWEET GIRLFRIEND!
i love my girlfriend.
wow, i cannot stop thinking of how xing fu i am. :DDDD
I LOVE YOU VINIA!
thank you so much my dearest. ((:

Lovely but boring day.

okay, let me blog about ytd..
ytd was totally boring in the morning..
but ly went online and i ask if he wants to go out..
so we plan and went out at about 4+?
to bugis.. and went to goldenlandmark
i bought SMOKE deck from theory11.
and then went to army market at beachroad
i bought the watch thingy again.. ly bought some stuff too.
later on.. we went to batok and slack with YUMA again..
got evon, hazwan, and the rest lah.. quite alot ytd..
they were playing soccer and so ya.. i nvr play..
quite boring ytd lah.. BOREDOM SUCKS.
okay. so this is about it lor.. bye!

vinia, you went out with her again..
i told you i dont mind, but i do.
maybe im just jealous, you always go w friends.
they are always 1st, im always somewhere behind.
i really just wish to see you..
more than one week already.
then now, i still havent get to see you.
i just wish you will change for me?
i really wish u will.
i really love you vinia.

1st day of lecture..

hello!
this is gonna be a short post cuz im going to slp soon.
woke up at 5 30 today..
went to batok to meet wj and went cck
wait for some of them at cck mac..
reach hta at about 7++?
lucky we are early this time round,
not like the other time for LMSC.
this time was PK, police knowledge..
haha whole day lecture.. from 8 till 5pm?
can die inside the hall DDDD:
somemore i miss her so much.. arghh..
tml is another 9hrs inside hta.. )):
lets see how it is gonna be!

i wish i can meet her out on fri or sat.
the best is both! :D i love her! <3
i really miss her. more than one week i nvr see her oready..
hope to see her soon if not i will die :/

I MISS YOU VINIA!! CAN YOU SEE THIS???
:D LOVELOVELOVESSS

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

HELLO!
happy teachers' day to all the teachers
and those who i have learn something from you!
had a sch celebration and went to dazhong pri aft tat..
just came home.
nothing much about today oready..
just want to update abit..
BYE!


i feel like a taxi again..
please stop doing this to me..
treat me better like what you promise okay?
i always put you first before anything in my heart..

i really love you vinia..

SUDDEN THOUGHT

Tsk.
Suddenly got this thinking
And want to put it down as my 2nd post..

Feel so weird these days.
With and without you around,
I still love you as much.
My days are yours,
Night is just lonely.
Everyday is just weird,
School, class, friends, family,
And of course you. <3
I just know something true,
And that is..

iloveyou.ILOVEVINIA!

No matter what happens,
I can be there for you,
Lend you my shoulders.
I will be with you forever. (:

lovemetoo?

JAM Xiao Jing Teng!

okay! i change my blog song.. heres the lyrics!

[不能說的秘密]
冷咖啡離開了杯墊 我忍住的情緒在很後面
拼命想挽回的從前 在我臉上依舊清晰可見
最美的不是下雨天 是曾與你躲過雨的屋簷
回憶的畫面 在盪著鞦韆 夢開始不甜

你說把愛漸漸 放下會走更遠
又何必去改變 已錯過的時間
你用你的指尖 阻止我說再見
想像你在身邊 在完全失去之前

你說把愛漸漸 放下會走更遠
或許命運的籤 只讓我們遇見
只讓我們相戀 這一季的秋天
飄落後才發現 這幸福的碎片
要我 怎麼撿

[小茉莉]
清晨下了一场雨 露水沾湿了小茉莉
白色花瓣纯洁又清晰 地闻着你的呼吸
晚风吹拂青草地 夕阳染红了小茉莉
微笑绽放不言也不语 看不透你的秘密

小茉莉 是否你会 把我忘记
小茉莉 请记得我 还在这里
小茉莉 在枝头上 自然美丽
小茉莉 请记得我 不要把我忘记

[天堂口]
说时依旧 随波逐流
青春依旧 是羊入虎口
找到没有 温暖你的双手
天堂在天堂梦里头

说时依旧 随波逐流
归来依旧 因为沉默从来不松口
找到没有 温暖你的双手
天堂在天堂梦里头

[小情歌]
这是一首简单的小情歌
唱着我们心头的白鸽
我想我很适合当一个歌颂者
青春在风中飘着

你知道
就算大雨让这座城市颠倒
我会给你怀抱
受不了 看见你背影来到
写下我 度秒如年难捱的离骚
就算整个世界被寂寞绑票
我也不会奔跑
逃不了 最后谁也都苍老
写下我 时间和琴声交错的城堡

hope you all enjoy it!!
(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VINIA!

Title says it all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVELY VINIA!
turned 14 already.. prettier each day..
i love you more everyday, every hour, every min, every second..
aww.. you are so busy today.. no time for me..
i miss you so much these few days.. ):
nvm.. we still got monday!! hope u will be free on monday for me.. :/
HAVE FUN WITH YOUR FRIENDS & FAMILY! CHEERS!

one more day to her birthday!

YEAH!
tomorrow is her 14th birthday!!
23-08 :D

but sad thing is.. i wouldnt be able to see her at all tml..
haiis.. morning she nid to meet ryan and she say it will be weird if i follow..
just want to see her oso cannot.. it's your birthday my dear.. ):
maybe cant even say HAPPY BIRTHDAY face to face..
damn sad oready cuz of tat day.. our one month u oready cant make it..
tsk.. now is friends again.. ): i will really miss you.. i hope you do..
afternoon and evening you are busy too.. night you having dinner with parents?
sunday is another day i cant see you.. it is so painful for me..
okay.. hope you will understand how i feel.. :/

IREALLYLOVEYOU,VINIA!

ONE MONTH!

HELLO! :D
today is our one month ):
time pass really fast
nvr really be with her the whole day..
nvr really go with her..
thanks for her gift.. i didnt give her anything..
feel really guilty.. didnt expect her to give me anything..
haiish.. how? idk..
then afternoon she went with amin to celebrate his birthday and stuff
and went to ivy hse again -.-
didnt walk her back.. mum dun allow me to go out..
haiish.. nvm.. get to see her tml..
my one month is wasted.. D: sad sad sad

one more day, so what?

haiish..
tml is the day.. and shes going to celebrate a friend's birthday tml!
our 1st month she spend on her friend's birthday.. haiish
im so useless.. cant control myself.. i really do love her..
hope she knows tat.. im going for camp soon?
have being six days tat i nvr really see her?
and the rest of her week is busy.. parents, and girlfriendss..
nvm... forget it lah.. im just nothng..
ok.. end my post down here..
thanks for reading..

ILoveYouSoMuch!):

BORING PHYSICS LESSON..

haiish
title no refering to mr pan but another one..
damn boring lah.. spend two hours going thru wb after school..
haiish.. boring crap.. haiish.. nothing much oready..

TWO MORE DAYS! ;D

My heart.

My heart already has a hole..
The further you go, the bigger the hole gets..
The longer you are away, the pain gets worse..
The more I love you, the lesser I get..
D:

ILOVEYOUVINIA!

SLACK!

HI GUYS!
just came back slacking with the usual gang..
nth much to do.. at 1st was only me, evon and leyong..
then we went to meet "maggi" and the rest..
then later more and more came..
learn a new game call "24"
damn nice to play.. MATHS GAME.
show some tricks to the rest.. failed some D:
haha.. nth much aft tat.. whole evening slacking..
feeling damn hungry right now.. XD
no choice.. ok.. bus home after tat..
nothing much to blog.. just came to update abit..
BYE!

i'm sorry my dear.

STUPID THURSDAY!

stupid thursday..
boring like hell..
got maths and english and CHEM TEST..
test was damn hard... haiish..
slp alot in class.. too tired oready..
was walking very slow today?

just hope you okay.
what i promise i will do.
same goes to you?
i dont want to be a taxi anymore. ):
ily always.

NATIONAL DAY!

just came back not long ago from sch..
tiring day today for me..
went to walk from goodview to hillview..
not a single sms from her..
ask her if shes going anywhere.. no reply.. "idk idk"
nvm.. now she shld be busy preparing to go out with wanxin ba..
dun nid to care about me le.. it is ok.
like wad i always say.. loner is forever loner.

National Day Eve

HELLO!
today is national day eve..
went to sch as early as i could & prepare for this year's national day..
there is a parade, smiliar to speechday.. im the goh commander again..
the parade went smoothly and went up to hall and watch preformance..

after sch, went back home to eat and change
went to vivo with brendan, ph, zawoo, zhilin, traris, alpin, ly, yillis, hazel, nabihah, zy, and two clements.
then went to find vinia! shes with aileen, felicia, sab, georgina.
went ard the town and got lost somewhere.. took 77 back and reach home at 9+

tml still nid to go back school.. BORING!
hope can go out with her on NATIONALDAY tml (:

im just nothing..

IM NOTHING.
IM USELESS.
IM STUPID.
IM DUMB.

WONG ZHILIN!

today is a vid post about WONG ZHILIN!
haha.. he won some card holder. XD
heres the video!!



enjoy!

BORING~!

lol..title is from zhilin's sms tone. haha!
ok lah.. alot happy and sad stuff.
went out with leyong and meet up with a few dudes..
go her hse.. she doesnt seems happy.. haiish.
cuz maybe she smell it.. arghh... really love her lah..
hope she can forgive me.. =/

NEW TIMETABLE..

lol.. dunno wad to blog about oready..
tok about the new timetable.. it quite SUCKS lah..
argghhh cant see everything well today..
hope u guys now wad am i toking about..
just something make me feel weird lah...
hope it will go away.. dun get JAM in me.. haiish.

iloveyoudear!

SPEECHDAY 2008!

HELLO!
damn tired and happy right now..
hillgrove speechday over oready..
officers say we did good in the parade.. XD!
altough got abit of cockup during the parade..
but then we made it!! damn good!!
yes! okok.. later maybe going out again..
hope so lah..
pics will be up if i got the time and the pics.. XD
thanks and bye!!

iloveyou!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!

hey people..
it's me again
nid to post for someone special
post for Pang KaiXin..
why must post about this!!
second time post about KAIXIN le!!
so good right? haha!
( Please click the label to see the other post. )
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAIXIN!
big enough ma?
i noe u went sentosa.. hah xDD
nvr jio me.. so bad.. )):
ok lah.. stay HELLOKITTY((:
just dont for about me can oready..
GOOD LUCK FOR EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING!
btw, i WOULDN'T sing for u le! haha!!
owe u nothing liao! xD

POLICE TEE!

Today went to bugis to buy police tee!
lol.. black in colour.. gonna wear on tues.. hah!
so boring lor.. haiis. .nvr ride for so long le..
must ride soon ba.. STUCK AT HOME!!
good thing is tat i finish my work!! haha!

BORING DAY!

hello!
today kena scolded by ms teo for the attitude thing lah.. dun care.. hah!
nth much today... did the dental check... the person very xl with me sia.. arghhh
nvm nvm... now teeth got the feeling.. like weird sia.. haiish..
tml got speechday training! so fun again! hah! okok.. nights ppl!

Mooooo-dy

hii!
toady quite sian.. woke up at 1pm..
which is like so late for me during the hols?
normally is 10+ wake up oready..
haha! dunno why..
spray my bike today..
got this small and ugly part on my frame.. xD
dun care lah.. bike dun nid to be nice wan.. haha!
okok.. nth much liao..
FINALLY DID MY HWK!
lol.. havent finish.. just starting only..
finished PHYSICS wb.. (tats all for phy)
then.. ermm.. think i will do abit more tml..
nid to rest soon.. bye.

HOT DAY!

hello!
lol.. damn hot day today..
rode with jerome, firz, ed at yewtee
saw zawoo.. and ride at foodlion oso..
okok lah.. nth much liao.. tml going boonlay!
kk go bathe liao bye!

NOT WORKING

hello!
today went for a wasted trip in the morning..
went to meet zawoo at yewtee..
and went to yishun
wentto delifrance look for the manager KUMAR..
nice guy...
but we no fate to work for him lah..
maybe after zawoo had his 15th birthday...
then we went off liao..
went to zaw's ex hse there
eat something and took bus back to yishun..
took mrt home at noon?
okok..
nth much oready lor..
stayed at home after tat..
tot can sell icecream with siying..
too bad..
no fate too..
NEED TO CHIONG HOMEWORK SOON!
BYE!

Job at Delifrance..

hello!

alot ppl have noe tat im going to work with zawoo at delifrance..
lol.. not telling the place.. haha!
the pay quite little lah..
die die lor..
got money can liao...
havent do homework...
later going take uniform at pandan loop.
haha! okok..

will post after i get back..
xD takecare people.

takecare of yourself too..

A GOOD GUY.

hello!
went to bugis to buy cards and watch and watchthingy..
lol... help two blind man.. so honoured.
hope they really can get wad they wan..
came back and found out cuz use the watchthingy?
sad lah.. try ask again.. hah! ok lah.. nothing much today..
although it is not a happy day for me..
im proud i helped..

7 months.

seven months just pass by like tat le..
seven months nvr hear tat three words from u..
seven months since we are close to each other..
seven months is just driving me crazy..
seven months history of us..
seven months since we sat tgt on tat bench..
seven months since we are tgt..

but it all ended, this
seven months make me love you even more..

SHE's BACK!

hii!
i noe my blog is quite dead liao lah..
i dun care lor.. nth much to blog about oso..
today and ytd had my npcc camp..
quite fun.. training the juniors and stuff lah
ermm after the camp went to eat KFC with gab
go home after tat and get ready to go to airport..
meet with hazwan at gmbk and faisal at JE..
went to bugis and bought BLACKGHOST2ndedition..
ermm chio deck lah..
and we continue travel our way to airport..
reach the airport.. change the timing..
1605 SQ617 38 LANDED
then we were shock lah.. scare later all go home oready..
faisal saw liting 1st.. then we still nid to help hazwan find ima..
told him is the girl with the white cap. he say tat one boy -.-
nvm.. saw HER too.. but she went off
before me even going to tok to her..
haiish.. wanted to accompany her back home
but she went with her friends back in a car.. haiish...
really lah.. like wad evelyn say.. WASTED TRIP.
for me it's ok lah.. can see her enough le..
she always disappear b4 me even saying something or wadever lah
i really miss her when she is gone.. really miss her..
but in the end.. she went back with friends and me.. went back alone..
tink about alot of stuff otw back.. haiish.. nvm..
damn no mood today..
WORST DAY OF MY LIFE.

FIRST DAY

one day oready...
haiish.. damn sad lah
bad day for me..
fail my marksman! (SHIT!)
haiish.. weijian is the only one who got the badge..
damn it man.. today izzit a good day for me..

THE DAY THAT SHE IS GONE

hello
so sad..
she go oready..
sms and call her..
last min she call me..
saying she boarding e plane..
so sad.. but cant do anything oso..
haiish.. miss her like hell..
im so going to miss her lah.. =((
tml got training.. bye.. slping eariler ba..
nights people.

another training!

lol.. im packed till nxt THURS..
everyday got training...
haiish.. today got the 2nd speechday training
quite fun today too.. haha! nice wan.. ok lah..
tml still got normal training.. bye!

BORING SUNDAY

hello!
it is me posting again..
today is SUNDAY..
like wad it says..
it is SUN day.. haiish..
damn sunny today and bloody hot..
no mood today..
nvr ride due to ytd came home late...
look ard forum today.. haiish. sian.
sms her abit and she nv reply me..
even she finish her camp le... =((
tok to kaixin about it..
thanks for it, kaixin.
haiish.. she just reply me.. JUST only..
sad lah.. qien oso tell me.. haiish..
just dunno lah! arghhhhh..
damn pissed these days..

FIRST TRIP TO TOWN

hello!
let me post about ytd ba..
ride to town ytd.. at ard 4pm...
quite long and tiring trip.. but quite ok for me..
too bad cant stay longer.. haha!! sad sad..
nvr took any photos.. too bad.. haha!!
ok lah.. nth much about it... quite fun playing ard
got jerome, dom, rz, john, farz.. damn fun joking ard..
hope can go next week..

FIRST TRAINING!

HELLO!
so damn tired right now.. haha
just came back not long ago from the 1st speech day trg..
haha!! damn fun... all the PROs in each UGs is in the GOH
me and faris be the main roles this round.. he PC. i goh-ic.. haha!
damn fun lor.. me and faris joking like hell.. haha!
long time nvr work with him oready.. since 1t1`08 till now... haha!
hope me and faris can be PC and CC [contingent(goh) commander]
GOOD LUCK GUYS! work hard in GOH!

KHE TIRE.

yo!
just posting a short post here..
just came back from woodlands..
sold my stock haro bar for $25
and bought a khe tire for $25..
just wan i nid... a new tire for my rear.
got rid of my stock bar
and money still the same.. hah!

changing to tat khe tire tmr or sat...
see when jerome can help haha!
he more expert in this.. haha! bored sia..!!
nvr ride for quite long time le.. must ride soon.

tmr got the 1st GOH training..
hope they say who is the PC and CC and the rest..
noi and ima is parade markers...
the rest not sure? hah!!
hope i can do better than last wed!
wish me good luck guys!

NO MOOD!

hello..
nth much to post about today..
no mood lah..
got npcc trg today.. damn tired..
dun wan to say so much lah..
bye...
IM GONNA MISS YOU, GIRL!

EXAM RESULTS

hellos..
so long nvr blog again.. lol
dunno wad to blog about..

THURS!
exam finally finish..
went out with 'brothers and sisters'..
(go friendster to see some of the photos)
nth much le..

FRI!
took back chinese..
and had AIDS talk.. lol..
quite funny lor.. all laughing..
haha!!! okok nth much on fri

SAT!
lol.. went to ride with jerome in the aftnn
he noe FLOATER liao.. SHIT..
im way far back.. sian.. 180 oso have pick up..
haiish... much chiong to learn oready.. sucks lah..
okok.. MUST TRAIN HARD!

SUN!
today is mothers' day
i wish all mothers in the world
A HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!!

i nvr tok to u cuz u are busy
and i dun wan others to say u
u choose friends more... =/

妹妹要快樂

妹妹要快樂 曹格

一個人在公園的 大樹下
他看著別人媽媽 帶著寶貝回家

揹起了 髒髒的布娃娃
他小小聲的問　誰來帶我回家

天黑了　風大了　要下雨了
媽媽呀　知不知道　娃娃會害怕

妹妹揹著洋娃娃　哭了　他哭了
有誰願意牽著他　陪他過心慌

妹妹的心願很小　長大　快長大
眼淚就能自己擦　跌倒也能勇敢回家

長大後　他還是到處飄盪
鞋子箱子在哪裡　哪裡就會是家

每當他想起 那布娃娃
也會想念媽媽 和常夢到的家

你好嗎　健康嗎　天氣涼了
媽媽你知不知道　我想有個家

妹妹揹著洋娃娃　哭了　他哭了
有誰知道他的傷　帶著他流浪

妹妹的心願很小　快樂　要快樂
而那孤單的眼淚　只想流往家的方向

妹妹揹著洋娃娃　走到花園來看花
娃娃哭了叫媽媽　沒有人回答

妹妹背著洋娃娃　哭了　他哭了
有誰知道他的傷　帶著他流浪

妹妹的心願很小　快樂　要快樂
妹妹要快樂

I MISS YOU..

haiish..
i really miss you..
but i cannot say out.. haiis..
nvr tok to u much..
cuz u say u not feelng well..
stop smsing u at ard 4..
till now.. u nvr reply..
haiish.. i really miss you girl..
takecare of urself kk? (:
lovess.. <6

HSA letter

second post today..
just did my 1st post and something happen
dad found out tat i smoke liao.. so i HACKCARE le..
kena abit of scolding lah.. glad tat he nvr use hand..
after tat stress lah.. haiish.. look at the letter..
recall wad dad said.. i cried..
i even told ppl tat "teckchin is dead" lol..
so funny.. haiish.. nvm lah..
gt record then have lor.. grounded then grounded lor..
the world still turns.. hillgrove still green..
haha.. okok.. not going to tink so much liao..
I CRY FINISH LIAO!.. lol.. tmr geog lah..
geog and chinese.. scare fail becuz of this sia..
no riding for me le.. sadded. =((

NO MOOD LAH

hii..
had social studies exam today..
was so cock lor.. haiis..
went home with zhilin and traris..
they came my hse.. then later on..
they went back and i went out..
find zawoo they all.. then meet up with jerome..
rode at B-3 and then learn rollback again.. 40% done
still like fuck lah.. must train rollback ASAP..
then can learn 180 then can play more..
my bike sucks man.. haiish..
seriously no mood today..
tmr got geog and chinese paper..
going off soon.. bye guys.

FIRST DAY OF MIDYEAR

YO!
today had my english paper one and maths paper one..
quite fun lah.. haha.. english i tink fail liao..
maths got one stupid qns dunno how to do but i tink can pass lah..
can get at least a B for paper1? haha...

went to find the rest after the papers..
was all toking about the maths qns..
later on went to ONEHEAD play ard..
zawoo and traris tried the SPINNING CHAIR thingy at the playground..
so damn dizzy just looking at them there...
i fall off the SPINNING PLATE cuz of zawoo.. hit my back..
didnt move for like 5mins.. just lying down there..
then after tat can move liao..
back still hurts but then quite ok.. not too serious..

then later on went back to sch with zhilin
he wan take SS file, i wan take my IC..
took my IC.. looks so damn funny lor..
then zhilin took his file.. and i went home..
reach home about 2+, 3
ate lunch and rest..
drink up and cool down and went to ride.

wanted to go B-4 but went to B-3 to learn rollback...
20% done le... nid to keep myself RELAXXXX
haha.. ok... tmr got SS paper..
and the rest got pureBIO or combinePHY paper.
going to ride with jerome after our papers...
bye!!

NEW HAIRSTYLE.

lol! hello!
due to demands...
i post about my hair bar.. hah
got a new hair cut today..
no fringe. spike. behind V(always V wan)
quite ok lah.. some ppl say funny.. haha

meet pinghui, shirley, evon, zhilin, haozhe, zawoo today..
quite fun lah.. but slowly more and more ppl go back..
bought seat clamp and bar end.. then decide go walk walk..
something happen lah.. make evon angry..
SORRY EVON.. we are really sorry.. dun angry liao..

when biking.. rode ard.. slack ard at different areas myself..
called EVON.. ask if she still angry.. then she sy no..
then hang up liao.. then sms her.. nvr reply..
SO SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
haiish.. then sms a few ppl..
went home and blog.

BRAKES BACK ON SOON!

hello!
decided to put brakes back liao.. haha
cant do much brakeless..
haha.. cut my grips today.. look so cool..
but can see the mark done by my lever tat time..
haha! okok.. it is getting early ppl!
still nid do homework.. havent started.. BYE!

RIBENA yoghurt smoothie

HELLO!
woke up quite early today..
had breakfast and start to sms her liao..
hehe..
sms her the whole day today..
she sound quite better le?
haiish..
still worried.
then today afternoon,
sis made yoghurt smoothie..
haha!
quite nice lah..
haha
okok..
then i tried my BIKE BAG..
bought it ytd..
went to tionghin (hougang) alone..
she oso i went to see someone..
but i didnt!.. =((
think she still dun believe me..
hope we can trust each other more bar..
quite a short post today..
gonna go riding..
tuesday might bring bike to sch..
monday going to buy shoe and remove peg from bike..
takecare ppl!
CHEERS!

im sorry

Sorry.
sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.sorry.

IM SORRY ):
i know you hate me now..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZOE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZOE!!!
29/03!!

let me continue..
okok.. nothing much about today..
cause she cant go out becuz of her mum..
dun like her out..
nvm..
i noe her mum will do tat..

didnt do much today too..
woke up in the aftnn
afternoon,
msn with evelyn then say go find zaw they all
thn me and zawoo go slack slack..
ermm..
nth much liao lor..

went home and bathe..
went to vivo ALONE..
in the bus sms her..
then want to call her
but then she say dun wan..
=(((((
stop replying her when i reached vivo..

met with shirley and samuel and one more guy..
(forget his name, paiseh uh!)
shirley is like SCREAMING like siao..
ok..
one small part for shirley.
"shirley tan! we are in vivocity! PUBLIC!!"

okok..
then went off liao..
forget about kaixin..
kaixin went to sentosa with dunno who..
so just sms kx..
kx very SLOW IN REPLYING..
so i left liao..
then kx WALAO me..
paiseh uh..
didnt do it on purpose.

went home..
change back to my RIDING jeans..

went to sunshine there..
with jerome and his ZARBOssss
and another "rider"
lol..
why i put "rider" right?
becuz he not with his mtb..
hahahahaha
spraying his mtb..
so cant play..

then after tat han and ANOTHER jerome came..
play at voiddeck for a while
then go foodlion..
cuz i wan learn rollback
then nid space..

at FL,
i training rollback lah..
fcking pain sia..
i fell down..
got poked by seat.
hit by pedal..
u name it i have it...
haiish...
damn aching now..
later a few more riders came
and we went lamsoon to PLAY!
soon after tat i went home
with an empty stomach.

and here i am blogging
and CHATTING WITH HER lor..
she now like not happy with me..
coz wad happened earlier in the afternoon..
haiish.. =((

im sorry!!

dun like tat liao kk?
dunno sia..
i really dunno..
I REALLY DONT KNOW!!
i dunno why she must treat me like tat...
even if im really serious le..
come thru too much..
yet she dun understand..
i just wan to say tat
i really really really love her alot..

today is her birthday..
all i wish is tat she will be happy everyday..
and so i will be happy too
HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again!

YES IT'S YOU!

i noe wad i said is wrong..
i shldnt have say all these about u w/o getting the facts right..
im sorry...
u shld noe tat im posting this for u..
u didnt come for npcc...
i didnt feel good without u with me..
i really didnt feel good at all..
i tried to tell myself tat u have something on..
but dunno why i still sms u tat msg.. im really sorry..
i noe i had changed, u too.. something wun change..
and u shld noe wad im gonna say...
we noe each other so long oready..
noe each other quite well..
sometimes i just noe tat u are trouble or sad?
then i will sms u.. maybe cuz of this..
i will say those mushy stuff lah..
i noe u dun like them... we said it b4..
and about the ABCD thing..
i dun tink it's time yet..
let ur position settle down 1st bar..
quite stress wor... jiayou..
and i'll be here for you if u nid me..

im in no position to love you..
im a flirt, im nothing.
but you should know how i feel..
im sorry for what i have done.

TIRE BURST!

ok.. title says it all..
rear tire burst when bunnying...
push ike back from cck till gmbk...
damn tiring sia.. wan buy bike bag liao..
somemore spon abit leh.. hah!
sian... ask sis again bar.. xDD
okok.. nth much liao.. tmr studying..
BYE!

RIDING!

HEY!
just came bck from cck.. haha!
went there find jerome and dudes to ride again..
haha! so funny just now.. ben keep wan to burn jerome..
then they are like doing rollback over and over again.. haha!
slowly getting late so i went back 1st..
tmr maybe riding with them but morning going to HTA
for the girls' campcraft competition.. haha!
then ermm.. nid to slp early lah.. BYE!!

SEC 3 CAMP!

okok! ppl! im back from sec3 camp!!
lol.. okok.. i love BUTTER HILL and UTC.. haha
for more during camp.. please relink to RAYNA or XINYING wan..
VONNEYS ROCKS!!!

ok..here are some of the claps..

silence clap : *clap* sHhHh~
sotong clap : *clap* blop blop blop SOTONG!
merlion clap : *clap* BLeAHh
macho clap : *clap* WooSH!
sexy clap : *clap* WeEWeEt~
ultra-sexy clap : *clap* WeEWeEt~ BLeAHh
lame clap : *clap* LAME~~
whatever clap : *clap* WHATEVER~~
next clap : *clap* NeXtTtT~

some claps created by trainers and us.

nana's clap : *clap* MinAcHIi~
mark's clap : *clap* sPONgebob. marilah masuk
ashina's clap : *clap* MY NAME IS ashina.
pogam clap : *clap* POGAM
evon clap : *clap* EWUUUU~ evon!
ms.tan's clap : *clap* take out your maths notebook.
ms.teo's clap : *clap* can you follow?~

THE LAST DAY.

ok lah.. today last day of hols liao..
sadded.. it is raining..
this time my hols is SPOILT!
fuck. alot of stupid things happen lah..
haiish.. ok.. time table again!

SAT : meet gilbert at noon and riding with jerome&dudes at night
SUN : going grandma hse at night (never go bcuz raining)
MON : riding with jerome&dudes to lakeside skatepark at 4
TUE : swimming at brendan's condo in the morning or noon
WED : rot at home cuz raining..
THU : meet ziting at hougang mall at noon and smth happen D:
FRI : riding in the afternoon and night. xD
SAT : rotted at home and done some hwk..
SUN : riding again at night..

seriously this time my hols sucks..
nvm.. got june hols..
die lah.. hwk all dunno go where liao..
monday DIE...
nvm.. tuesday to thurs shld be FUN!
becuz for SEC3 CAMP!!!
xD takecaress ppl!

LOOKING BACK..

hais..
dunno why today feel so weird..
maybe becuz of ytd... the smoking thing..
haiish.. really regret smoking..
i decide to quit le.. seriously.
really disappointed and have no clue why i did all these..

they came back.. from SJI oready.. all back happy..
zoe got injure.. wanted to find her but cant? nvm..
lots of ppl can hold the title of CHIEF in SLEC ordy..
glad to hear tat.. im out.. cant do much..
wanted to ask if i can go back anot.. but then..
dun have the courage to do so..

finally, tok to junteck.. quite alot of stuff..
maybe he is the guy who let me turn back..
let me quit all this habits slowly..
let me be a rightful and respectable person again..
thanks alot...

i seriously have nth much to say about SLEC oready..
it is like over? camps oready.. i have no right and face to go back..
all i wanted to help out.. seriously..
but i dun tink the sec4s will be will to let me go back..
hmmm maybe tat wad god wan me to be..
who noes.. something great might happen later right?

for you, the one reading this post till the end..
thanks alot for reading this post..
sorry if i did anything bad or wrong to u before...
i wish u can forgive and forget about it.. thanks..

GOT FUCKED BY POLICE

hellos.. =((
just came back from serangoon..
haiish.. sianed...
kena catch by police cuz smoking..
then got cig with me oso..
kena fine.. sending letter to hse..

jie, dun tell mum hor... please..
thankyouss.

i was quitting after hols de.. then kena check liao..
FUCKED. haiish.. nvm.. pay the fine then i dun wan smoke liao..
i PROMISE!!! =xx
haiish..

nvr tok to ziting much becuz of this lor..
haiish.. somemore raining.. make me damn moody..
so sorry ziting, make u kena check oso.. psps..
haiish.. ok lah.. no mood tok liao...

SAT : meet gilbert at noon and riding with jerome&dudes at night
SUN : going grandma hse at night (never go bcuz raining)
MON : riding with jerome&dudes to lakeside skatepark at 4
TUE : swimming at brendan's condo in the morning or noon
WED : rot at home cuz raining..
THU : meet ziting at hougang mall at noon and smth happen D:
FRI : no plans
SAT : no plans
SUN : no plans

ZITING!

Ziting.. meeting u on thurs liao..
2 more days.. very fast liao..
2 pm.. at hougang mall..
u called so many ppl =xx
nvm.. u call ur frenz mar.. im ok de..
heheX! so excited.. can see u again liao.. =))
hope will tok more this time round..
stay happy ok? :)) wan see u smile leh..
XDD
ok lah.. BYE!!

ily(:
BE YOURS FOREVER :D

was looking thru my msn chatlog today..
saw all those stuff she told me in fs and msn..
i cried.. touching.. but i flirt...
then i hurt her.. made her sad..
im a jerk.. useless guy..
nw, i really like her..
but she dun anymore..
maybe one day she will
or she will forever nvr..
but i will still be waiting for u..
iloveyou,ziting..
im serious le.. im not playing.. =x

NEW LIFE.

today..
met alot of ppl..
different in on way or another..
didnt went out riding with jerome..
went to zawoo hse..
zhilin came my hse..
many stuff lah..

haiish...
dunno why..
got this weird feeling with me again..
telling me tat i shld change liao..
so... i go for it..
i now try not to say tat three words...
or anything mushy to any girls 1st..
seriously, i dun wan to be a flirt le..
like i told alot ppl tt i nvr flirt liao..
but u all still tink so.. so i really dunno wad to do..
really depress today...

haiish...
someone.. please lend me a hand to help... :XX

SAT : meet gilbert at noon and riding with jerome&dudes at night
SUN : going grandma hse at night (nvr go bcuz rain)
MON : ride wit jerome&dudes to lakeside sk8pk @ 4 (nvr go, rain)
TUE : swimming at brendan's condo in the morning or noon
WED : no plans
THU : meet ziting at hougang mall at noon :D
FRI : no plans
SAT : no plans
SUN : no plans

TIMETABLE UPDATED!

okok.. now i update my timetable for this week liao
got new stuff on it.. hah!!!

SAT : meet gilbert at noon and riding with jerome&dudes at night
SUN : going grandma hse at night (never go bcuz raining)
MON : riding with jerome&dudes to lakeside skatepark at 4
TUE : swimming at brendan's condo in the morning or noon
WED : no plans
THU : meet ziting at hougang mall at noon :D
FRI : no plans
SAT : no plans
SUN : no plans

if wan to meet me or go out..
JIO ME ON MY FREE DAYS~ XD

TOES HURTS!

HELLO!

just bathe nia.. 12mn bathe! lol!!
went out riding just now..
with jerome, daniel and a few more dudes..
4 brakeless 1 brake BMXERS!
lol... trying out footjam tailwhip..
feet so damn pain de lor..
haha!! then bunny like fuck oso..
then ermm... nth much lah.. go B.four play..
haha!! shiok like hell..

then forget zhilin sms me..
PS EH ZHILIN!! SO SORRY!

then ermm.. jie sms me eariler tat day..
ask wad she can ge for me for my fone..
then call her buy 2G mircoSD for me..
THANKS SIS!

ermm.. was meeting gilbert at hougang just now..
got malay disiao.. haha!! call me show tricks...
i dun wan.. haha!! lol... thn wanted to call ZT down..
but she nvr on her fone.. then nvm lor.. SIANXXXX

ermm.. nth much in the morning.. wake up quite late..
forget eat medicine the previous night.. LOLS!

ok lah.. nth much le.. now i put my PLANS for thi coming week.

SAT : meet gilbert at noon and riding with jerome&dudes at night
SUN : going grandma hse at night
MON : riding with jerome&dudes to lakeside skatepark at noon
TUE : swimming at brendan's condo in the morning or noon
WED : no plans
THU : no plans
FRI : no plans
SAT : no plans
SUN : no plans

haha! so tat my timetable.. hah!!
ok lah.. BYE PPL!
CHEERS AND TAKECARESS!

IMISSYOU!

Ziting,
i miss you since the day we met..
we nvr tok much.. becuz idk wad to tok to u..
but i really like you de.. =((
cant u tell? haiish..
you pick up smoking as ur habit liao..
wan smoke can, dun smoke too much ok?
promise me.. haiish..
u told me tat u lazy to go out on sat...
i just wan to meet u nia.. smoke with u?
haiish.. =(( wo zhen de ai ni..
im serious le.. can u give me a chance?
find back the feeling we had together during the hols..
ziting, wo zhen de ai ni.. tai ai ni le.. bu ke yi mei you ni.. =xx

ILY!
BE YOURS FOREVER :D

DESPO FOR MONEY!!

haish...
wan die liao.. everyday SAVING like siao.. try not to eat..
just to save tat bit of money.. sian..
nid to save money for bike parts.. $310++ in total..
i got about $200 liao.. nid about another $100 more..
hope can get before holiday.. then can settle it..
then can ride ard again.. and train harder...

SOMEONE SPONSOR LEH!!!

TWO DAYS ALREADY

haiish..
two days liao..
since i last ride and since i last saw her..
she is so pretty.. i dun tink i pei de shang ta lor..
haiish.. didnt tok much.. im really sorry..
i say wan meet but dunno wad to do after we met..
nvr really tok much.. just go rounds in the mall..
then she wan go back liao..
nvr send her back home too.. got party.. haiish..
im really sorry.. =/
maybe next time we can meet again?
haiish.. nothing much to say le lor..

i really really love you..
maybe is becuz i got this feeling inside of me..
then i dunno how to say it..
nvr tok to u much..
hope u will understand me..
i called u today..
but cant get thru..
i was damn disappointed..
how i wish i can find u straight away..
tell u how much i love you once more.. =(

ILY(:
BE YOURS FOREVER :D

CLEARING UP THIS MESS

im still clearing the mess..
today had alot of flashbacks..
almost cried.. but nvr..
chat with a few ppl...
some were angry.. some were not..
some was understanding.. some not..
i wish i really can solve this mess asap..
i dun wan to drag anymore..
and NO MORE FLASHBACKS please!!
it HURTS.. =xx

J.O.K.E.R.

Just.One.Kid.Enjoys.Riding.

these simple five words...
form my favourite word..
alot of things happen today..
i dun wan to tok about it lah..
they have no eyes, not my prob..
all i care if whether i can ride anot..
and if i have time to ride anot..
without u guys.. im back to old self..
the one tat more ppl wish to see...
the guy which dun care about u all..
dun act in front of ppl..
the true J.O.K.E.R.
so these march holidays...
more time for riding..
and more time for her..
so ya... good thing from the bad...
=))

Terrible TUESDAY!

hiie!!
today is tuesday!! two days of sch le..
going to have EL and SS tmr.. both sure fail wan?
play vb with the v-ballers in my class..
im so noob T_T.. nvr teach me..
haiyo.. tsktsk.. haiish..
slack with zaw, zhilin, traris and pinghui at PG today..
tok alot of cock lah.. then went back home.
reach home about 4+ le.. mum no cook..
so i nvr eat much.. later on use pc awhile,
eat dinner, then go bike...
then practise my bunny hop..
like worse than tat day liao...
nvm.. then call a few ppl to ask about some stuff...
went home after tat.. my right wrist now damn pain..
think becuz of the bunny... haiish..
really nid money now.. nid to change parts..
got about 200 le? haiish.. sian..
yao die liao.. someone spon leh.. i nid 300..
=((

ziting, today i tot i can meet u..
but gilbert say he not free this week..
so nvr meet.. haiish.. really wan to meet u..
but then.. idk if u will got feeling if u saw me lah..
i will have de.. =//
ziting.. wo ai ni!!!
must meet soon kk? =))

MONEY MONDAY..

hellos...
today is MONDAY!
the 1st day of sch days.. haha!
okok.. nth much to tok about today..
today quite unlucky..
kena punish for not bringing storybook and chem notes..
haish.. got alot things nid to settle by tmr..
so i wun post much.. i pratised my bunny hop le..
sometimes high.. sometimes low.. sometimes none.. =x
haha!! ok lah.. byes!

boring SUNDAY

hello..
blogging at night again..
tmr got sch, so i making this short short..

today woke up a few times then slpt till 12
mum woke me up... tell me to eat lunch le..
went to brush my teeth and eat lunch...
after lunch did my hwk.. finish EL spon..
but Amaths i nvr.. too hard liao.. forget everything..

then later on.. sms gilbert if he wan meet..
ask him if he can contact her.. but he nvr reply..
later on i went online.. saw him online then tok to him..
nvr reply oso.. then saw his sms.. say he cannot make it..
ask me if wan change to tmr.. then idk lah..
tmr sch ends like 2.15.. then no time to go so far..
later on zawoo call me at where.. i was at home..
he call me go bugis.. then i go prepare liao..

after i got on the mrt and go towards bugis halfway..
zaw sms me say he gng back home liao..
so idk where to go lor.. sms gilbert again..
nvr reply again... wanted to find way to contact her..
but i rmb tat she got exam tmr.. so i dun wan lor..
let her study for her exams.. then i drop off at bugis..

at bugis.. nth to do oso.. sms some ppl..
then call them come.. but all cannot..
then i decided go magic shop see see
if got new decks or wad lor.. then later on..
hazwan call me go back gombak..
they slacking near my hse..
then help me buy food..
ermm.. then i took mrt back...

at gombak.. buy double cheese for hazwan..
then go find IWAs to slack for a while..
they at 304.. quite a few IWA there..
tok tok play play sing sing..
went back home to eat after awhile..

later on.. i change and went riding with jialiang..
he nv ride.. he say slacking with some dudes
thn ok lor.. nvm for me.. slack slack slack..

went back to near hse there... tot IWAs still there...
then i go to 304's badminton court..
pratise bunny hop.. can do almost 100%..
now only like 80% and so low..
then ermm.. went home after tat...

drank bubbletea and use pc..
looking for blogskins, chat on msn, listen songs..
thn now getting quite late le.. nid to rest liao..
byes! nites!

ziting..
i really really like you..
trust me ok?
wo ai ni...
after so long le..
u still trust a strange than me..
im really sad..
ziting..
wo zhen de hen ai ni!!!

FLAG DAY and CAMPCRAFT!

lol... alot of thing hppn today...
morning was late bcuz i forget iron uniform lah...
30min late.. make 10 ppl wait for me.. so ps lor.. haishh..
then after tat chat chat chat all the way to red cross..
then took our tins and set off... then me and traris grp..
along with a few 2e2`07 girls.. then we play play nia..
then went back to return tins and i set back home..

reach home slp for awhile and then went to npcc...
got campcraft today.. thn we somehow improve quite alot..
even though we know some of the stuff last min... haha XD!!
good luck for the girls next sat lor!

thn went home.. went riding and eat my dinner..
train my bunnyhop and kena scolded by one uncle..
i cant hear wad he scolding about.. i wearing earpiece..
haa.. went home back and now blogging..

tmr nid to settle ALL my hwk then go out by afternoon
wish i can do so lah.. nid to rest soon le.. BYE!!

(NOTE: alot of parts skipped)

dont listen to what people say ok?
im still here for u..
dun care wad ppl say wors... ;)
tmr we meet wan?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

ok..
happy belated birthday to myself...
haiish..
nth much to tok about ytd...

she nvr online.. cant tok to her..
she say her exams coming next week le..
then can meet me..
haiish.. so stressed up...
dun feel like going for npcc and cip sia..
wan go meet her.. enuf liao.. see how lah..
haiyo.. really will die de le..
i ask her alot of things today...
maybe she abit fan liao..
becuz of her friend.. say she ps her..
then she say sorry le.. he still angry...
then she damn sad...
haiish..
how can i be happy when she is sad?
i really wish she could really trust me..
i just got this weird feeling tat she dun trust me..
even she say so...
i dun feel it..
haiish..

ziting.. when will u serious like me?
i noe u got a stead now.. n im sure u love him...
he loves u alot too..
maybe just forget about me bar..
care and love him... he will love you de..
and dun feel so sad le..
ur fren maybe just joking with u only..

on msn, u didnt tok much.. i noe u feeling down..
but tat two words u said.. really hurt me alot..
tat two words... pierce thru my heart...
like thousand needle.. so pain.. so numb...
wo hen ai ni.. ke shi ni bu zhi dao..

i always tell my friends... i love you so much..
even through i nvr see u b4.. but tat feeling is just tat strong..
focus on u studies bar.. maybe this post dun even mean much to you..
but i just said wad i had in my heart...

i noe.. i was a god damn flirt last time.. now i only love you..
the one and only.. the now and forever..
maybe u can tink about it..

im not saying or want u to break with ur stead.. but then..
we zhen de ai ni.. no one else...
ziting.. i will say this once more..

ILY!
BE YOURS FOREVER :D

BIKESSSSSSSSS!

lol..
dunno why keep posting about bikes?
maybe becuz she say she wan buy bike with angbao money bar..
haha!! miss her so much..
dunno wad she doing now...
i love her too much le...
haiish tat day wan to meet her...
but couldnt contact her...
her friend say she maybe cant go out..
then i nvr tink so much le lor..
somemore common test coming le...
cant go find her.. nid to study hard....
I DUN WAN RETAIN!!! haiish...
i miss her every moment of my life..
but i dun tink she even noe tat..
somebody!! tell me wad to do k?
i dun flirt le... but then she just dun believe me..
i nvr msg any girl about those stuff le...
ziting.. i noe u could be reading this...
i just wan to tell u tat i really love you...
and i will be there for k...

BE YOURS FOREVER! ILY(:

LONG TIME NO RIDE.

yo! so long nvr go riding liao just came back now long ago from riding with jialiang..
found tat my bike feel abit better..
but dun have the smoothness oready...
nid to get the feel back again.. hah!!!
ok lah..
then went queenstown shopping cntr with a few dudes..
haha!! bought shoes...
ok lah.. tats about it liao.. BYE!

HELP!!!

HELP PPL! SOS LIAO!!!
my bicycle seriously cannot take it liao.. HELP MAN!!!

http://www.20incho.com/chat/YaBB.pl?board=20InchO;action=display;num=1152962809
HOFFMANBIKES Generator Rear Cassette Hub (last one the white one)

PLEASE!! BEG U ALL!! HELP!!!
if still dun wan change my bike will spoil soon.... ='(
it is making a very hurtful noise now..
my current freewheel hub there is something wrong with it...
nid to change A.S.A.P.
please do help!!!

BORED BUT ENJOYABLE

haha! funny title right?
it was serious a very boring but enjoyable trip to genting this cny..
just came back.. damn tired...
nth much to post too.. just a lot of ppl in genting...
then got jam at tuas checkpoint.. haha!!!
so fun in the car... hah!
tok about BILLIONS with my cousins.. and lot of things lah...
damn fun... haha!! wan go bathe liao..
bye!!

can you trust me?
i know i dunno alot of things from you
im not like the same like last time anymore..
not the same me le..
i really love you..
but u dun right?
i noe u love him alot..
but i love you more than u love him..
im sure about it..
can u give me one chance to prove to you?
ILOVEYOU.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

lol.. same title u will see almost in everyone's blog lah.. haha!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR people! haha!!
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIRLEY!!! haha..
getting older liao.. haha!! lol.. sian wan lah!!!
arghh... going to genting in one hrs time...
i dunno why feel so weird this time.. like something weird gonna happen..
i will miss all of u!!! so cant blog or chat with u all le..
see u all lucky anot lor.. haha!! okok.. CYA GUYS AGAIN SOON!

i miss you ziting..
i wanted to meet up with u..
but u not free..
haiish..
can we really be together one day?
i really love you..
im serious.. =(
haiish.....
believe me ok? =/

a chance never given.

NEW BAR!

today so shiok sia... got a new bar!!
but then when fixing.. got "Scars" liao..
sadded.. nvm.. it is still NEW to me.. haha!!!

thanks man traris and all those who helped...

FUN but quite BORING.

yoyo! back from the outside world again.. haha
went to bugis AGAIN.. this time with a mixture of dudes..
got jiawei, zhijie, khungzhi, kenny, wenhui, aaron, and a few more..
tok cock like hell sia..!!! lols.. saw mallie on the way on train..
ermm.. then wanted to buy shoes lah.. but dun have size...
sian diao lor.. nvm.. then eat and went back to gombak...
slack with jialiang for a while..
listen to his STORYS about him and her..
i jealous.. happy? my story sucks lah.. haiish.. always like tat..
ermm.. nth much le..

(ALOT OF PART HAVE BEEN CUT AND MIX ARD)

i can still rmb the day tat i noe you..
i can still rmb how u called me..
i can still rmb the feelings u have..
i can still rmb where we were..
i can still rmb alot of thing we did..
i can still rmb THAT GAME..
i can still rmb THE TIE..
i can still rmb THIS GIRL..
which is you.. and always you from now on...
ILOVEYOU ZITING!

TESTS!

haiish... so tired these days so nvr post...
sian.. two more tests then cny.. cny things buy like almost finish liao..
then later.. after cny got common test.. haiish.. sian.. it is so sucky sia.. haiish
these few days got go riding lor... more and more fun liao.. haha!
changing bar soon... traris treat me.. haha!! and grip is by rayna and xy.. haha
ok lah.. nth much le..

eh boy, she dun like ppl who smoke ok?
why did u let her noe tat u smoke?
please stop it lah.. kick the habit.
do it for her ok? dun make her sad anymore..
PLEASE.

new style.

new bmx, new hairstyle, new bag, new style..

scold all u want..

seriously lah.. scold all u want.. i dun care liao.

ILOVEYOU!

dear.. i noe u are looking at this post.. dun treat me like tat anymore kk? i really really like u.. =x but u just keep treating me like nth.. =( im really sad and disappointed... i noe u saw about the previous posts and then dun trust me anymore.. i still like u alot... trust me from now on kk? i wun flirt with other girls le, i promise.. kk? =) u are now his*.. not mine.. i noe u hate me.. for wad i have done in the past.. wads gone is gone right? if u are really happy with him*.. and he can give u happiness.. i wish u two all the best.. =( but i will still be waiting for you... always waiting for u...

ILOVEYOU!

HAIYO~

okok.. today quite alot of things happen lah.. just bathe finish.. did my Emaths and geog... geog wed hand up and E maths tmr have to hand up le.. still got two qns dunno how to do.. but tried =) ok, let me start wad happen today..

morning.. woke up and felt so tired.. maybe is becuz i worked the day before and the bicycle fall.. then when to sch.. not much ppl at sch.. thn i start to msg her.. she woke up earlier than me.. then i walked to gombak mrt after i put my bag down.. then waited for her at the stairs there.. after 15mins she came walking by.. nvr notice me.. =x then i just followed her.. haiish.. we walked tgt to sch.. nvr really tok much.. then ermm.. reach sch.. wait for traris to come becuz i wan copy homework! lol.. then her class no one lah.. then she sit beside me thruout the morning.. nvr tok again.. becuz i really dunno wad to tok to her about.. haiish.. she just sit there.. draw her stuff while i copy my hwk.. then after tat when her friends came.. she went back to her class =( nth much happen during sch time.. only tat some jokes and some hwk nid to be rushed thru lah..

afternoon.. after chem lesson.. traris was like packing his stuff damn slowly.. make me no time go for my lunch... then we went to the phys lab.. sms her on the way there.. almost kena caught by teacher.. lucky i was fast enuf.. haha! cher, u so cockeye! haha! then after tat only mr pan in the lab.. some ppl oready there doing their pract oready.. then i hvnt even started becuz tat time health check.. then did tat stupid thingy.. 45mins.. it sucks lor.. then went to have lunch.. sms her again... she playing.. then say stella and anna at canteen.. eat with stella.. tok quite alot.. then it start to rain soon when i walked to bus interchange.. haiish.. so lonely without her with me.. then i go kfc.. meet zawoo and a few more dudes.. then went home.. =(

i went home and slp till 8pm.. too tired oready.. then after tat.. sms her again.. she like no mood to msg me... nvm... then had my dinner and settle my hwk.. tmr got quite alot of things to do.. got chem pract, english stuff, emaths, pe.. aiya.. quite a busy day waiting for me..

i know u just want to be friends..
but my feeling for you will still be there..

feel so useless again..

haiish... today went to yewtee.. ride bicycle there.. alot things happen today.. i dun really wan to say those at the front lah.. start from when im in yewtee.. haiiishh.. i reached ut, wanted to meet junjie.. but then he seem so busy.. so i ride ard ut area... sit down.. listen to song.. wanting to let the time go by.. but then.. i just cant stop tinking of wad happen earlier on today.. haiish.. totally sadded when i knew it.. then after tat.. junjie call me ask if i wan to work.. then i wan to try lor.. so this is the pissy part.. it starts to rain.. i wanted to "cut" two ppl.. but then i slip and fall and kena drag a few metres away.. my bmx was even further... i was shouting in pain.. but then.. lucky theres ppl ard.. two malay guys came up to me and help me up and push my bmx to the shelter.. THANKS ALOT! after tat i went to junjie's workplace and started my 3hrs of washing dishes.. it SUCKS! lol.. damn tiring.. vomited.. maybe this is my way of letting myself feel better? haiish.. hope i will be better next time round..

please tell me tat u love him alot..
another lie make no difference... =(

TOTAL FUN AND LAUGHTER

today happen alot of things lah.. shld have a big SL gathering... but in the end nt much ppl came.. only like got 8 ppl nia.. sadded... haiish.. i wish the next one will be better la and much well planned... okok.. nth much about today.. only tat spend alot of time on transport and toking cock lah.. hahha!!! im really sad and disappointed when i heard tat u are going back.. =x but soon we have lots of fun at lot1 at long john and Xzone.. hehes! REGRET for those who nvr make it!!!



you lied to me once again.. u told me about the day.. but then u said u were kidding.. i really like you.. and u like to kid about these... i really really really wish i could make u happy.. if this is the way u want and this way will make u happy.. i can understand but.. i really really love u... =( i really give urself some time to tink about it..

ILOVEYOU.

WISH LIST!

wish list updated!
total cost is... $360+ or $230+ lol!
hope someone can complete this list for me.. =(

IM USELESS

i noe u really love him.. and i noe he love u alot too.. i really wish u will be happy with him from today on.. i cant give u wad i wan to give u.. i nvr had the chance.. but nvm.. u got him to care for u.. love you.. pamper u now.. i just really really really really hope u two can last and be happy couple forever.. and dun let me worry for u two.. for once.. he told me to love u.. jio u.. i wanted to do tat.. but then i noe u love him too much and u wun even like me abit.. i understand.. im useless.. like someone.. cant even give you wad u wan.. wad u wan is only him.. i noe u love him more thn anything else in this world.. like wad i always tell myself.. one is my good friend.. and one is the girl i love.. i shall give wad i can to make both happy.. i tried.. and i really wan u two to be happy.. so.. i really hope u and him will really last long.. no.. last forever and ever.. dun nid to care about how i feel or wad i will do.. i shall not do anything tat will disturb u two again.. wads the point right? even is i really like u alot.. no point having a shell.. ur love.. is not for me to have.. and my love.. will always be there for u.. stay happy forever girl.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

HAPPY NEW YEAR to all those reading and those who nvr read my posts...
ytd was quite a fun day for me.. as in the countdown part...

MORNING
i had SL meeting for the sec1 thingy..
1st 2 days dun nid to be sch becuz nid to help out..
i was in charge of 1T1 with Faris..
faris kept disturbing sophia.. keep calling her name in high pitch voice...
later on, weiyang say him lah.. then he stop saying..
we had mass dance? lol! quite funny lah... i was like sliding everywhere in the classroom..
the meeting shld end about at 4 but it ended at 1?
went to have lunch at mac with some of the SLs..
went back to change clothes and took my bicycle and went to "Cherie"..

AFTERNOON
met halim, alia, zawoo was there.. played some card games..
then ermm.. went slacking at BK,
and went riding to JE stn after tt.. then rode home.. rest..

EVENING
sms ppl where were get celebrating 2008.. msg junjie..
he told me he at sentosa with alot ppl lah.. all i noe de liao..
then i decide to go lor.. then i bathe and get ready and went off,
many ppl was in vivo and sentosa lah.. i reach there about 10+?
then had hell of fun there.. nvr really do much..
after the countdown then went home..
took bus to habourfront bus interchange.. then took NR1?
drop off somewhere near town.. i wan to vomit.. then.. vomit abit only..
then wanted to take mrt.. then mrt no more liao..
so took cab.. about $20 only?
lol!! okok.. then vomit again at home.. haishh.. then went off to sleep..

TODAY
woke up at 1pm? still not really feeling very well.. so..
maybe going riding to de-stress abit.. haiish..
okok.. bye guys..